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[justexquisite]

i admitted out loud it was the end of an era and now i can't take it back. but i'm not quite sure who i am anymore or how to make new days or what the ripples will be. i was so skinny. i was 85 pounds and i thought i was chubby and nobody told me i couldn't figure out why nobody ever told me. like a mirror is the least reflective thing. okay i have

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[effascinate]

i don't know if it's recovery you're talking about or not, but if so, good luck.

[justexquisite]

i was having a bad night. i guess i felt all pent up and just decided to let whatever it was out for a second. it helped.

i had been at my friend's house, she was my best friend since i was nine, until i was raped and she didn't believe me. that kind of puts a wrench in a friendship. and we're trying to heal, to rebuild, and she has albums full of pictures of us and we were looking at them all. things are so different now. we had so much fun. and i was so skinny! and then i was raped, i lost a best friend (and a few others, it's shocking who abandons you when you're in trouble, not the people i expected), developed hypothyroid disease and a heroin addiction

i'm sorry, you probably didn't want to know all that. anyway, that's what it was about. thank you for commenting. it really is nice to know that even when i feel lonely, there can be a girl on the other side of the world wishing me good luck.

[benchilada]

Good luck on what it is you're doing.

Sorry that's so vague.

If it makes it funnier, I read "or what the nipples will be."

[justexquisite]

Sometimes you just can't tell what the nipples will be until you take bra off and look for yourself. This is a metaphor.

:)

[kingthunder]

Where are your hourly comics?

[justexquisite]

Still sitting in my notebook. I'm very embarassed. I will try to make the scanner work again today.