i feel like nothing i do is good enough.

i try my hardest and its not good enough.....

i do everything im told

i do everything in my power to please others but im still not happy

im still a screw up and i will always be a screw up.......

FLIP MY WRIST AND WATCH IT BLEED....

HUMMM NOTHiNG MUCH TO SAY EXCEPT.....

LiFE iS DUMB

GiRLS ARE DUMB

TOO MANYY PEOPLE ARE TOO CONCERNED ABOUT WHAT OTHERS THiNK.....

DO WHAT YOU WANT...

SAY WHAT YOU WANT...

BE WHO YOU WANT...


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HUMMM YESS LAST NiGHT i HUNG OUT WiTH THE KiDDS.....TWAS FUN STUFF EHH i WiSH i COULD HAVE STAYED LONGER...BUT THE RENTS WERE BEiNG GAYY!! BLEH LAST NiGHT WAS GREAT TO THE MAXX THOUGH!! i DUNNO EVERYTHiNG iS GOOD BUT IT REALLY REALLY REALLY SUCKS AT THE SAME TiME. BLEH iM SPENT i DONT WANT TO BORE ANYONE WiTH MY CRAZY ANTiCS ANYMORE..... <3 ( Read more... )

hummmm so......

*mike came over on friday......"played in the woods"
*hung out with tyler and randy later that night.....(taught me how to skate...i suck)
*sturday went to the buddy walk..i got a flamingo and a girraffe....SWEET ACTION!!
*sunday i was sposed to hang out with keith and krys but NO krys had to be home by 7 so no dice
*went to mike's ( Read more... )

Well you see...

Theres this boy who i cant stop thinking about...he runs through my mind a million times a day. I feel butterflies in my stomach everytime he grabs my hand... my heart jumps every time i hear his voice. I've never felt like this about anyone before....and im glad i feel this way about him. I love being around him... he makes me feel ( Read more... )

MMM SO YESS iM UBBER HAPPY...EVERYTHING HAS BEEN REALLY DANDY LATELY.....FRiENDS, SCHOOL, FAMiLY, MiKE.....GAH GOOD STUFF ALL AROUND!! THiS WEEK ENDS GONNA KICK ASS FOR SURE......iM GONNA BE WITH MY BEST BUDDY KRYS...PERHAPS i MiGHT GET TO SEE MiKE... i <3 <3 <3 HiM.......

( LOVE SONG )

ahh well.....i spend my day in the hospital...twas exciting!! hummm well...they injected my vein with a small dose of radiation.....it was kinda cool i got to see my blood get sucked up into a tube and then they pushed it back....humm i think im a bit morbid..... hahah wow my mom saw her first spinning rims today....we walked up to this car and she ( Read more... )

GAH iAN'S A DiCK WITH A CAPITAL GAY!! iT REALLY PISSES ME OFF THAT WHiLE HE WAS TYiNG TO GET iNTO MY PANTS THAT HE WAS TYiNG TO GET iNTO TONYA'S PANTS.. WUT THE FUCK SHES TYLERS SiSTER! DiCK!!! i DONT THiNK IT MATTERS BC...HiS FRiENDS THiNK HE'S ANNOYiNG!!!!

"theres only a few things that can calm me down from my ADHD, besides aderol or riddlin. ( Read more... )

12AM AND MY DUSTY TELELPHONE RiNGS.

HEAVY HEAD FROM MY PILLOW...

WHO COULD iT BE?

HOPE iTS YOU...

OKiE.....SO i JUST HAD A COSMiC BROWNiE....TWAS GOOD....TWAS GOOD iNDEED! SO iM TALKiNG TO MiKE AND HE JUST TOOK A CRAP AND HE FEELS MUCH BETTER......HUMM i DONT KNOW WHY HE TOLD ME....KiNDA WEiRD!

EHH...AHH YESS ME AND BECCA WENT TO KATY TODAY....AHH i SAW FLiES HAViNG SEX ...THEY WERE CONNECTED BY THE BUTT...TWAS AWESOME!! THEY WERE HAViNG SEX ( Read more... )