well today was a bit interestin...lets just say i spemd the entire afternoon with my man Ryan......34!!!...if you really wanna know what 34 stands for ask me in person. hehehehe. I'm bad ( Read more... )

well well well I'm offically 19! go me! it wasnt the greatest b-day...except when i was with Ry. My rents fought most of the time. oh well! plus my allergies decided that they wanted to start on my bday. Thanks a LOT!! FUCKERS!!!lol ( Read more... )

Tonight was the opening night for the Oswego's Farmer's Market ( Read more... )

hey whats up everyone!!! lol im stupid ( Read more... )

I am happy......

Ryan and I decided to try one more time. Which is good cuz i love him like a big fluffy teddy bear!!!!! just want to hug him all the time.. lol..ok too clingy...i just love him

Me and kristi are getting along again. YAY!

Dont drink the pool water!!!!lol

April Lynn

Right now at this very moment my heart physically hurts...5% because of my parents, 15% because I want *you* back....but most of all 80% for RB. I went through and am still going through alot of pain after what RB and I had, but he's my best friend and he's hurting. Alot. and I feel so helpless and want to do anything to help him. Parts of me want ( Read more... )

Today was a good day ( Read more... )

I know that sounds selfish but why me? Everything in my life has fallen apart. Ryan Left me for Shelli, My rents spilt up, I hate my life, Im so alone, Noones understands or cares enough to get into my head and try to feel the pain im feeling, I cry myself to sleep every night, I miss Ryan terribly but i cant seem to tell him that. My mother isnt ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do with the people in my school anymore. It's the fucking second day back and I wanna kill pretty much all of our Crew...sad I know. People are constantly up my ass about Ryan and it's really starting to piss me off. They don't seem to realize that I love him and he loves me. End of Story ( Read more... )

Well my back to school and back with Ryan. Yeah I know ppl keep bitching at me cuz i keep going back to him but you know what I dont care what you think i Love him and thats all that matters....