She's only sinking because these bulkheads stop a deck too low

Jun 17, 2002 12:01

Aviva and I are miserable and it's all my fault. Maybe not, I don't know. She's going away to some foreign country for a month and now I'm starting to think that I can't deal with that. And I'm so jealous of her and everything he does. Oh, I'm also a big male chauvunist and her having any life whatsoever annoys me because I'm a fucking asshole ( Read more... )

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jox June 17 2002, 17:31:59 UTC
dave, your a hot stud and you know it.

the girls at BU will be lucky to have...U.

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love pprbagprinces June 17 2002, 20:47:00 UTC
hey- i have been there (well almost there i guess i was at my own version of there) the love the near love the fear the agnst the selfishness the selflessness it is all this horrible and wonderful psudo-game. i can t really offer anty advice about how to get over the initial fear. what i did when hemi and i broke up was i promised myself that i would not be with anyone else until i could make myself as happy as he had made me. Sometimes haveing him there was nice and sometimes i know it was just the idea of him that made me happy but in the end i know i have to be enough for me but having friends helps and dave you have friends and we will love you no matter what. we are here.

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possibly she wont go down lifelover June 18 2002, 08:36:59 UTC
Dave I think that you are an amazing guy who is very honest and open about your relationships, and that's great. Let Aviva know how confused you are. I would enjoy all the time you can spend with her. If the anxiety of thinking about her without seeing her for a month is too much for you than you should tell her that. You're in a tough situation. But nothing good comes too easy right. Dave I know that you'll find plenty of girls. You are smart, adorable, ticklish (the ladies love that) 4 eyed and to top it all off you can sing. What else could a woman possibly want?

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Dave, you are loved jre June 18 2002, 09:25:56 UTC
Like I said in person, I and many others are there to talk to when you're ready - until then, let our emotional support carry you a little.

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