I actually feel good today for some odd reason. Jayce feels like shit. Hes still curled up in bed whimpering about his throat. I feel bad but I wanna do shopping today. I'm taking J to see Santa at the mall. I know hes gonna flip and scream and like beat the poor guy but yea he needs a picture with Santa. I'll hobble around the mall and buy some ( Read more... )

I'm sad and dont know why. I woke up with a headache and just yea. I wanna just go back to bed and curl up and die. I hate being like this. Not able to do anything for myself. And I love Josh and all but really he should have to do everything for me. I want my mommy *giggles* Mommy always makes me feel better and stuff so I want Jayce to call her ( Read more... )

I just broke my foot. Oh god. Its seriously broken. Pain..so much pain

*picks up phone and dials Jayces's cell, gets the voice mail* Joshua where the hell are you?????? *whimpers and hangs up*

*crawls into bed and sobs, passes out from the pain*

I'm tired but not really. I'm horny but not. I'm starving yet dont have the urge to eat. Am I normal? I thought not *dies*

This was pointless I just felt like doing it

*skips back to Jayce in bed*

I woke up not horny. Thats a first. I mean seriously it is. I always wake up wantin some. HA ok yea I should shut up because my mother is around and I dont want her hearing anything so *zips lips on that subject ( Read more... )

So much shit goes down when I'm not around *sobs*. Heather got a journal? Thats cool I guess. I still want my brother and my momma. I miss my mom..even though I seen her like 3 days ago *shrugs* I'm just a momma's boy what can I say ( Read more... )

Justin is bored. Justin needs something to unbore him. Justin is also hungry. Justin wants to know why he is talking in the third person. Only complete assholes talk like that ( Read more... )

Guess its true what they say about love, its blind*sighs and wipes tears from eyes ( Read more... )

*looks down at watch* I cant make it to the wedding. I have to do the Today show at 5 in the morning. I cant back out on that. If I do go to the wedding..the whole time will be spent on a plane. I should go though..I mean my son is in the wedding party. But I just dont know. If I leave now..I might make it. But I'll have to leave early so I can ( Read more... )

He's serious this time. I can tell. I dont blame him though. I havent been a good husband at all. I havent been there for him or anything. I know I'm doing my album and shit but still...hes supposed to be more important to me. *sighs* But if its what he really wants....I'll make a call to my lawyer in the morning. I'll go home and pick Jordan up ( Read more... )