...so much better than what I get.
and I think men [for the most part] are fucking assholes.
for now.
but my mind always changes.
but I still deserve so much more than what I get.
I shouldn't settle for anything less than I deserve. EVER.

emotions make me sick sometimes.

so i met this really cute guy and we went on a sweet date last night.

we'll see where it goes. i'm trying not to make a big deal about it.

So good news. I am offically the new "You" editor at the Oakland Post. ("You" is the features section ( Read more... )

Pictures may be bad but whatever I still met her.


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i love the new york post's fashion blog. it is so fetch. lmao (yes, i just used "fetch") it brings me such joy. as does working at the oakland post. i think i'm gonna have to write a story about a shooting for my section next week. eek! it would be my first real 'news' story and its big..... gulp!

anyways. 35 days 'til my departure. <3 <3

Staying home alone on a Friday
Flat on the floor looking back
On old love
Or lack thereof
After all the crushes are faded
And all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jaded
I hate it
I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

-John Mayer said it best.

I hate nights like these

i hate when people tell you things that they say they mean but then they never act on it. maybe i'm holding onto the past too much.

"maybe the past is like an anchor holding us back. maybe you need to let go of who you were to become who you will be." - the wise and well written character, carrie bradshaw

i just cried a little.

new news. 
RE: last entry.

I'm officially the Local Editor of The Oakland Post for the rest of the summer. 3 issues. Exciting and big news in my world because I've jumped from being a Contributing Reporter all year to becoming a section editor. It's exciting but is it sad that I still want to write?!? My first staff meeting is tomorrow and I get to ( Read more... )

Not a lot to report but I decided I might as well update anyways. I've been enjoying my time off from school a lot. I've almost finished two books already, given they are novels about socialites in New York City, they've still been entertaining to me. My plan to focus on working for the Oakland Post has proved to be successful. For the last issue I ( Read more... )