I've had quite a rough time lately. I mean, I thought after my talk with Dumbledore, everything would be fine, but it hasn't been. Everyone in the school knows about the fact that I've got a voice that was talking to me constantly, but now seems to pipe in at random moments with important information, and it is a huge joke to them. You would think ( Read more... )

I have detention with Snape tonight...that is, whenever he sends for me. He wasn't that specific on details about what I am going to be doing, but a slight sensation of dizziness seems to be creeping into me. I have never really gotten into trouble before, and although I couldn't tell him what really happened, I feel confident. It can't be that bad ( Read more... )

I was caught last night by Luna on my way to the library. Luckily for me it wasn't Snape or Filch, but she still scared me to death. I should have been more careful, but I am terrible at the invisibility spell I learned from...well, that's privileged information ( Read more... )

I had a truly boring, uneventful day today. Just plain boring. For a while, I swear I was almost doing nothing at all ( Read more... )

It's a bloody miracle. Since school began, I've been free, and able to do whatever I want without hindrance. I know this may sound a little odd, but...well, suffice it to say, my journey north was well worth it. I know exactly what happened to me now, and how to prevent it, and am a much better wizard because of it. The knowledge...it's amazing how ( Read more... )

I just wanted to let you all know that tommorow morning I'm leaving my house with all my belongings to find out what is going on with me. I have a vague idea about a place where I can find out about certain Dark Arts curses and things that are quite rare and powerful, and I need to discover what is truly going on with me. Updating this journal ( Read more... )

I just realized something. My memory seems to be going. I can remember everything that's happened recently, but I'm starting to mix up my childhood with something completely different than it was. I was muggle born, and had no idea I was a wizard until I got my letter. But now, I seem be remembering a childhood different than mine. For some odd ( Read more... )

We went back to Diagon Alley today, and my mom bought me a new broom...a Cleansweep Seven. It is so much worse than my Nimbus, but then again, beggars can't be choosers I guess. While there, I saw Ernie Macmillian, but for some odd reason he ran by me like he'd seen a ghost. My other friends Sarah and Susan were not there, but then again seeing ( Read more... )

Now I know what it feels like to be hated. First I actually talked to Draco Malfoy last night, and for some odd reason actually thought he was the one that sent me the odd Owl yesterday. Then, to make it worse, when he told me he wasn't, I continued talking to him. I still can't reach anyone from Hufflepuff via Owl, which worries me. How is Ernie ( Read more... )

The oddest thing just happened. I was outside trying out my new Nimbus below the treeline so no Muggle could see me, when a strange owl that I have never seen before arrived. It was almost pitch black, with odd, almost red eyes, but it seemed all right when it first landed on my arm, although it dug it's feet into me pretty deeply. Tied to it's leg ( Read more... )