im about to go to math. it seems like itll be pretty challenging for me. but then again i really suck at math. the prof seems like one of those women that appears nice on the outside but is really bitchy underneath. my next class was urbanization, and the class was in ES 80, and so i go into the es (environmental studies) building and theres all ( Read more... )

I made one of the biggest mistakes last night... and im sorry. i love you.

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people... we should hang out tonight. oh yea and i hit somebody the other day in case everyone doesnt know.

well, if megan wont SOMEBODY should damn well come to the court date with me! oh well whatever nevermind.

please, please call me again... i tried to call you back so many times. i NEED to talk to you. if you can get to a computer and read this, just call 1-800 collect to my cell phone and ill pay for it. please please please call me though okay? i love you.

came to much realization and contemplation tonight, and i feel good. got some things out that needed to get out. some resolutions reached. i will try to be more honest with myself about some things, and say things i am afraid to say to myself. i cant wait until megans return to be perfectly honest. i know that probably sounds sappy and pathetic to ( Read more... )

it was wierd, i had a fucked up dream, and then i had a second dream where i told someone about the first dream. it started out like in this wierd movie thing where robert de niro had abducted this girl and was gonna kidnap her or kill her or something, and i was in the car when he was trying to get away from the police, but i wasnt really ( Read more... )

so i know i never update anymore, alot of that is because im never home, well megans out of town. i never really realized how much of my life that she was contained within till now. im feeling really wierd. i thought that it would be a different feeling. last night was really cool, then sucked and then it was better than before. hey if anyones up ( Read more... )

So, im thinking american psycho is seriously one of the most fucked up books ive ever read like, i dont really see any concievable way that guts could be worse.