how do i tell you or ask you?

fuck this bullshit
i am nothing anymore
i was never anything anyways
i will never be anything
i am nothing but a fuck up in life
all i will every be is a fuck up
nothing in life matter to me not even you

it hurts so fucking much but you think i would stop but i cant

today was the same
as everyday to me
i sit there and
think of why i
am so lonely

i hate most people and love only a few

i feel like being
depress for the
rest of my life
cause i am a pussy
cause i cant ask
a girl anything
so i am going to
be a lil bitch
about it so fuck
off and dont ask why

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nothing will ever change in my life i will always be a fuck up
friends even tell me i am a fuck up
i am to the point where i dont give a fuck about me or you

i dont know what
to do with you anymore
i want to tell you but
i cant its to hard for
me to say something
i dont know how to tell you

my car is fucked ($1250 to fix it)
friends piss me off
lonely
cant tell people how i feel
depressed 95% of everyday
lots of court fines or jail