Me and Troy have made up and we decided it's best if we're friends... and only ever that. We think its a good descision because even though tehre is chemistry and we do both like each other, things would get complicated. We also think that if we were to get into a relationship, we're too alike in the sense that we're both stubborn, so we think that ( Read more... )

I'm so fake.

I can only be who I really wanwt to be when I'm online. I'm nothing like this in real life.

I'm a fraud of myself.

AndI think people see through me.

I think that's why people ditch me after they claim I'm their friend.

Maybe that's why I always feel so broken. Or maybe I'm just crazy, insane, screwed up.

One of the worse Valentines Days ( Read more... )

The guy I like came in #8 on my matchmaker thing at my school. On Valentines day I'm taping a note to his locker and moving his name up to number one. Cause I know he likes me too. Yay.

my hands are really dry. i should find some lotion. Oh well.

I'm really really bored.

Okay i"ve worked at McDonalds for 4 1/2 months, four days a week, about 40 hours or more every two weeks, and I'm being stuck ON EFFING FRIES STILL. A new girl, got hired a month ago, is full time, works three days a week 30 hours a week, GETS PUT ON DRIVE THRU. New guy, really not good at all, gets put on first window WHILE I"M DOING FRIES. See a ( Read more... )

Today I'm slightely agitated. Dylan and a bunch of other people told me that there was no honour band today. So after school I go out waiting for them to meet at our bus (me and Dylan bus home otgether, me and Stephan to school) and I almost miss my bus in the process. When I realize he's not coming I run across the street to the express, get ( Read more... )

Well so apparently I'm the only unside down person in my group of friends. The rest are right side up. Confused ( Read more... )

So I haven't had the best few weeks. Stephan told me he thought I was annoying because if I truly was depressed why would I be telling people how I scar hearts into my arm? After all when he was "emo" like me he did it for attention. Well guess what? We're different people. Just like how I make descisions fast and you slowely. Not everyone is the ( Read more... )

I have the worst luck :(

Must house was broken into Thursday, someone stole 20 dollars from me on saturday. I get home from work and I find out my guinea pig died Friday night. And on sunday I burned my hand at work :(

I'm so sad.

I just don't like life anymore.