April 6, 2013 <3 ( Read more... )

I am so looking forward to this weekend :]

I'm kind of designing myself a new life ( Read more... )

I can't believe I'm planning a wedding. I start crying when I think about it. It's such a mix of emotions. I'm so excited to start my life with Will as a permanent fixture in it, and at the same time, I'm afraid simply because I never pictured my life going in this direction. But I've also never been happier. When I think of the father-daughter ( Read more... )

Whirlwind life. So happy ( Read more... )

Oh my God. I'm engaged! I still can't believe it :]

When you died, my nightmares started. I had them for at least a year after you passed. Initially, they were all about you. For months, I would dream of dragging your body or your coffin through the rain, through deserted mansions, just to have to be the only one to bury you. I haven't dreamed about you in over a year though, and last night, you ( Read more... )

So next week, I'm planning on going to the BVM with Katie to pick up Mrs. K's gift and see if I can find anything for my brother and maybe my dad. I could definitely look for stuff for my mom there too. I have no idea what to get Charlie, still, because I don't want his mom to be upset. Like, I thought about getting him a pack of nice cigars or ( Read more... )

I can't believe it's been so long since I've written. Things are so mixed up, it's insane ( Read more... )

So here I am again, in the hospital with my mom. She's falling asleep in the ER and I'm waiting for test results to determine whether or not we're going home. Had to cancel plans yesterday and today. Not complaining about it--this is so much more important. But it makes me wonder when this will be under control enough for me to leave. Or if it ever ( Read more... )