there must be more to say but i always feel as if my words would come out extremely inappropriate.

Life would be much simpler if we didn't have to worry about other's feelings.

Maybe not.

blah blah blah

got hired at rural metro ambulance. Hopefully it goes well. Orientation all next week. Bummer cause I won't be able to go out on the weekend for my birthday! Oh well, maybe the next weekend. It's good to be back home

I hate everyone

 This morning on my way to work I turned on the radio to my daily show.  The Mikey Show on Rock 105.3.  I realize it sounds pretty lame.  I never thought I'd be one of those people that listens to some local morning radio show.  What first got me about this one is that these guys and girls are funny.  They make me laugh almost every morning, which ( Read more... )

 
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 I don't know why I sit, staring at tiny lights
I'm searching list after list for some sort of redemption
Hope digging up the past can save me
So I cut out my voice 
slap the cords and flesh into a wooden pail
dump it along with the blood and all the worthless fucking words
I'll cover myself in them and crawl into some dark space
someplace I won't have to ( Read more... )

 Thinking about joining the marines.

 I see the picture of a boy on my bathroom sink
I don't know him anymore
It's like looking at a picture of a missing person.
You wonder if you've ever seen the person before
seen them without realizing it
Maybe they could be right down the street even.
Hell...what does it matter he's probably dead anyway
just like the rest of them.

If I could listen to ( Read more... )

Today is my livejournal's 5 and 1/2 year birthday.
I started high school almost 7 years ago.

And I remember little of it all

wow