so im twenty now.
i dont really feel any different
at least in any long term, identifiable sense of being different.
i guess my teenage angst will turn to twentysomething disillusionment?
who knows.
either way
i just want to be back at school.

im sitting here at my computer
watching my 16th episode of lost since sunday morning
my mouth smeared with hummus
and my lap covered with pita crumbs.
i think long island has made me a meaty disgrace.
but.
tomorow shall be amazinggggg.

i finally downloaded lost season two.
there goes the rest of my summer.
in other news,
im back in ny.
joy oh joy.

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wow.
spring break was sublimely brilliant
hung out in the smokey mountains
and just had a shitshow.
only preparing for whats going to go down friday
everything seems fairly under control for the mean time
im genuinely happy
surprise surprise
and all the little peices are falling into place
wondahful.

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roller coaster
does not even begin
to describe this week
its raining and im going to get caffinated
more later.

i just ran three miles for the first time since the summer
i simultaneously feel like i am going to die
and that nothing has ever felt better in my life.
if all goes right
ill be buff by the time i die young at the age of 35.
woohoo.