My mom has been soooo fuckin intense lately with all this moving stuff. Shes gettin so stressed that its making me stressed, and i never get stressed. AHHHH!!! The Countdown continues to i make the move. I've realized lately i'm gonna miss this area alot, alot more that i though i would. All my friend keep tellin me there gonna miss me and how much ( Read more... )

So i went to chicago these past couple days. I got an apartment. 646 a month. A little steep but i like it. I'm gonna be living alone. I got my classes at Columbia, 7,900 for the 1st semester. A little steep but i like the school. So i guess i'm here in michigan till around sept 1st, then i'm on my way to chicago. I hope everything works out. I ( Read more... )

WOOO! I got all spur of the moment today and got another tattoo. Its the robot design thing. String did an amazing job i'm so happy with it. Heres a pic from my shitty ass digital camera. The picture totally does not do the tattoo justice but you can get the idea. HOT!


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So i baught this cd - Cap 'n Jazz. I had heard them a couple times before from David but no really in dept listening. But this cd is really hot! And to think the music these guys were making in the 90's never caught on that much. Its insane, its so damn good. I suggest everyone give it a listen. Thats all ( Read more... )

So i think this might the big last piece to finish up the tattoo on my arm. Its gonna look like it just hit the plane, causing it to crash. And the stuff on the tv screen is suppose to resemble a news cast of whats happening already on my arm. But i'm not sure if i'm gonna keep it or not.


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I feel i have nothing left to achieve in this part of my life. I'm ready to move on to the next step. I've had this long on and off relationship with this girl named Lauren, today i'm gonna tell her all and all is done and their is no more. Then i'm gonna start to look for an apartment in chicago. I'm ready to move on. I know i am, finally. There ( Read more... )

Today this gal named amber sent me some pics for our last 2 shows as ravenswood. It made me happy to finally see something from those shows. So i'm gonna share them with you, even if you don't give a shit.


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I went to the blood bros show last night, it was hot. They played alot of new music. I loved it.
I've been playing alot of piano and music lately. Its going really well...

I think i'm happy.
Yea i'm pretty sure I am.
Of course I am.

I need to be appreciated. I need to be loved. I need to have fun. I need to make music. I need to get better. I need to see fireworks. I need to move. I need to make up my mind. I need to listen more. I need to talk more. I need more money. I need you. I needed her before. I need her again. I need my friends. I need to complete my arm. I need new ( Read more... )

After all my friends got me all pumped about moving to chicago with them and me making that where i want to go, they're not gonna be going. Or at least when they said they would want to. It kinda sucks i have to move by myself now... I'm still all about going there and i can't wait to move, but it would be sweet if i actually got to live with my ( Read more... )