We took off to DC this weekend, I ran around like a lunatic on Saturday. Worked from 9-3, got off work and packed, filled up the tank, raced to the boys, waited for them to be ready. We drove down to DC, ended up getting there and checking in around about 12(!!!!). Got in touch with old friends and went to a housepart on/around Logan Circle. ( Read more... )

i put the deposit on that apartment, received a key. Very excited about it, i need my own space so damn bad ( Read more... )

I looked at an apartment yesterday and loved it. it is going to take quite a bit of work, but i am looking forward to it. The walls are cotton candy pink, that shit is going to have to change with a quickness. The house is adorable and my space is private, not too big or small, and affordable-ish. It was listed at 8 and i got her down to 725 ( ( Read more... )

Last night I went to Lily's for my Tuesday night madness. we get to the bar, Jen, Longo, Bubba, Lauren, Sarah, and some more people. Big group, good times. Jen and I drank water all night and met English boys. She kissed one of them, one of them is a Jared Leto clone ( Read more... )

So Stiff fucked Longo. Betrayal? Oh yes. And I am/was hurt and angry but i am over that, now we just arent friends and that is that. It isnt that i had feelings for him it was the sneaky way in which she did it. If longo snuck into her bad i would be equally as angry at the whole situation ( Read more... )

just reminding myself how happy i really am today...

put it in writing

make it true

This week has been quiet and uneventful...Sarah and i are still talking about getting a place, but it has to move beyond talking soon, every day i am at my mother's is another day closer to suicide. Bubba and i got into an argument, i think i may have lost one of my dearest friends, i am really hurt...i could forgive him, but that would mean ( Read more... )

what the fuck happened to me today! I actually slept last night, so i know i am well rested. Spoke to Patrick, but nothing monumental there...nothing to be so upset about...and yet...

I feel so dead inside! i dont want to see anyone, i dont want to do anything, no motivation, no inspiration, the only thing i havent lost is my appetite.

JOURNAL ENTRY. look up the definition ( Read more... )

01. Person you miss the most: myself...the old me ( Read more... )