Joel came over today! =)  We went over to Deviepoo's and saw his cute puppy. I love that dog. We didnt do anything really the whole day, but its amazing how your not doing anything with someone and you dont get bored...weird...

I love you baby = )

Today was very..um..unique ( Read more... )

        Wonderful day, Wonderful day. I actually and finally took my speaking test for Spanish, yes..me the horrible procrastinator actually did pretty well no it too! Damn the NewYorkState math tests, their so boring to sit through. Gym was pretty stupid, then in English we had the test on 'The Pearl' aka the most boring short story in the world. ( Read more... )

Ive really thought lately about why I have what I have. Ive got it burned into my mind that Im a horrible person. I dont deserve anything I have. I should be an orphan living on the streets in the middle of winter with no shoes or jacket. My best is never good enough. Ive been hurting the person I love the most, and Im hating me for it. I just cant ( Read more... )

Very wonderful Weekend. Joel came over Friday and Saturday. Soccer up at Madison was ok..Mem's house was really fun. The mall o god. Damn guys and magic ink. The movies was great, Mean Girls..haha.."Its like I have ESPN or something" Dumb blonde. Funny movie right there. Me and Manda were 'too loud' tho. Damn people. Mwahahahaha! Great night ( Read more... )

x: piercings = Three in each ear ( Read more... )

aaaahhhh!! Wonderful night with Joel, of course ;). I "learned" how to golf. Actually I can just hit the ball, but I can hit it far for my handicap with coordination!. Im so disabled. It was great though. Wow I love that dirty perverted man of mine! MWAHAHA ( Read more... )

 Ugh! What did I do so wrong?! I can never do anything right. Someone says something mean and I piss them off with somethign worse and who gets in trouble?! ME!. FUCK IT. I DONT CARE ANYMORE. Once again my wonderful evening has to turn into another horrible and depressing night, but Im getting used to them since I have them soo very often now. I ( Read more... )

this week hasnt been too eventful. So I havent had anything to write about. Joel came home Monday, then he came over when I got home from school. I SAW DEVIN'S PUPPY YESTERDAY!..Its name is Jet! Its ssooooooooooooo cute! I love that dog. And that was my week.