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I’m happy. I’m deeply, solidly happy somewhere underneath everything else, under all the daily stresses, under all the lifelong pursuit of …everything. It’s a nice feeling. It snuck up on me. Like a little happy ninja, it attacked in the night, under cover of the sound of Piper breathing. It seeped like a sci-fi ooze into my hand placed on her warm ( Read more... )

reading through some posts from writing communities today. Some poets, some free writing, some gay communities… an interesting cross section of the lives that share a set of tag words with me. more than anything else there is a persistent and deep sense of loneliness, of alone-ness. so many people out there feel so, so alone. just like me. after ( Read more... )

The sunshade in my car is on my left this morning, shielding my eyes from the bright glare of the morning sun. The shade hasn’t always been on my left, I know it’s usually in front of me, and I wonder again what exactly is the path of the sun through the seasons. Where will it be in the window of my office this afternoon? I try to implant in my ( Read more... )

ok so i know i am supposed to be all excited and stuff, which i am deep down inside, but mostly i am just terrified. i know it’s going to be a while before we actually GET a house, we have to put in a hundred offers and go through the stress of losing lots of houses before we finally get one, but someday, someday SOON… we will be buying a house.

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WARNING: This post contains menstrual content.
Men may cower in fear. Small children may look confused. Teenagers will shout “GROSS!”

I’ve wanted to write about this for a long time, putting it off because of the natural aversion of people to discuss, read about, or otherwise think about that ooey gooey oh-so-pleasant time of the month any more ( Read more... )

there’s this rule that you are not supposed to publish things online about people you work with. i suppose it’s a good rule, keeps you from getting fired or being embarassed, but dammit… there are things that need to be SAID! funny things. things that would make you double over in laughter.

oh well.

so now that i have spent all my “i feel like ( Read more... )

so i changed my blog from Joomla! to Wordpress. change is good. i love the improvements WP has made, very nice. I am still getting used to the differences, but I totally love the theme i found.

i makes me want to write more, which I have been doing, but i haven’t posted much online. i think distance does wonders sometimes… i look forward to ( Read more... )