Do you care ( Read more... )

"Deception of the heart leads to a world of confusion and mystery with things like love and trust, causing one to question every aspect of every situation, desperately searching for something that is real, only to find that the unreality of this unattainable quest leaves them more desperately destitute and ironically entangled in reaching the end ( Read more... )

yet another successful swim meet. We pretty much dominated...southern only scored 5 points! wow...crazy. Anyway, the fact that I need to finish my response journal for english is really decreasing the bliss of this "me time." I wish I could just snap my fingers and it would be done...oh how lovely that would be. Oh well...the only way to do it ( Read more... )

I don't know what is wrong with me. All day I've had this "I don't care" attitude about absolutely everything...I suppose it's good with things like nonsense drama, and terrible with things like...well everything else. I can't event think straight right now. I'm kinda feeling like I was last night with the whole debate on whether or not to stay ( Read more... )

I'm soooo freakin' tired right now. The swim meet tonight was a success, but it left me with zero energy. Why am I not in bed? Oh yeah...it's because I pretty much have no time to myself anymore, and if you know me well at all, you realize that "me-time" is necessary for my own sanity. So I'm debating in my mind which is worse, being dead-tired ( Read more... )

You show me everyday ( Read more... )

In a strange room you must empty yourself for sleep. And before you are emptied for sleep, what are you. And when you are emptied for sleep, you are not. And when you are filled with sleep, you never were. i don't know what I am. I don't know if I am or not. Jewel knows he is, because he does not know that he does not know whether he is or not ( Read more... )

amazing, I know...don't act like you're not impressed! I just thought i would update because...um...um...I don't know...just because I'm sitting here freezing, and I though that maybe if I get my fingers going on the keyboard that perhaps they'd warm up...so far, it's not working...so I'm going to have to think of more to say...here comes whatever ( Read more... )

ah...finally a break from school...not a break from schoolwork, but a break from school just the same. I'm excited about the time I get to spend with my family in the next couple days. Thanksgiving is great, and Christmas is soooo close! I don't know when I'm going to go christmas shopping...I'll find time...sometime...oh well. anyway, I went ( Read more... )

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover
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