It’s odd to think that we’ve never really been taught how to deal with pain, that somehow we were just expected to find our own way out of our own madnesses, or to swallow it as if it were what we duly deserved. On the other hand, we were never taught how to deal with pleasure, how to enjoy the mere act of living, to cherish the ability to breathe ( Read more... )

Telling you that I love you seems an inherently selfish act, so I said these words to you while you were sound asleep, to relieve myself of the explosive emotion that would otherwise destroy me from the inside - this immense, uncontrollable pressure trapped under my skin, of a love too big to be contained within my heart alone ( Read more... )

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It's a beautiful night for feeling lonely

A beautiful night for being afraid

So raise your hands, you one and only's

You one-of-a-kinds who feel this way

I don't want to talk, don't want to explain it

I don't want to fuck and I don't want to fight

It's only a feeling, it's fleet and fading

It's all over the world, and it's only tonight
Cause it' ( Read more... )

Just because you willingly lose something...doesn't make up for all that you lost along the way to realization....to all that was taken...it was all in those inconsequential moments...when in a room full of people...the loneliness still aches....when your smile is paper thin and tacked on with cellotape.....and your life's in a paper boat ( Read more... )

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Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my ( Read more... )