will you wake up?

[justonecherry]

Today has been good. I'm feeling a little blue around the edges right now, but soon I go into work and that'll cheer me up. I had no African American History class today, which as you all know, always makes me happy

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[neuroticjones]

bran muffins are yummy! but they make you want to poop, like right away.

[unbridledfervor]

the song quote really got to me, andrea. i really needed that. i'm glad you're doing well. i miss you. i, however, am not that great. i always make a complete fool out of myself with guys just when i think things are going well. it bites. sometimes i really wish i had a tougher heart. it gets trampled on too easily. :( maybe i'm just being bipolar or whatever. i don't know anymore. all i know is that i think i can offer a lot of love to someone. real love. and i want to be able to feel like i can BE loved. that i still know what love is before i get jaded and just give up completely. i don't want to live in a fantasy world either. i think i sincerely just want that chance to fall in love. to find someone like me, who understands, who sees the world in a different perspective, who'll believe in me. i'm crying. i'm shaking. why am i always like this? damn this heart.