But you're not my friend.
alright, I've had a request for follow-up. So here's the deal.
1. you wanna know what happened, no secrets, just ask me.
2.
FIRSTS
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First bike: yeah, this question is random. And sort of stupid. I had a scooter...I had a bike when I learned to ride one. It was pink. I liked pink back then. A lot.
First real memory of something: I thought about this for a long time and it made my head hurt. next.
First Car: Toyota. Had that for...what, 3 months?
First date: Uh...real date? Do dances count? If so, Winter Formal. If not, seeing The Bourne Indentity with Ty, Star, and Lee.
First kiss: Zack...I didn't know he had kissed me until after it was over.
First break-up: Zack also.
First job: CM School Supply. My step-mom got me the job and I hated it.
First screen name: I think ReiSparky? My nickname and favorite anime character.
First self purchased album: Well, the first album (cassette) that I owned was Buddy Holly.
First funeral: One of my best friends in Kindergarden, she had a heart defect.
First pet: I think we had rabbits at the apartment, but the first that was mine was Emily, a little black cat who died about the second day we had her.
First piercing/tattoo: First piercing, my ears. A little over a year ago.
First love: maybe I'm still waiting. Romantic love at least.
First enemy: Ugh...first. Shane? He was pretty early...second grade, maybe? Or Margo! Grrr...
First big trip: Big trip? First time on an airplane was to Arizona, in second grade. First time out of the country was to Canada.
First play/musical/performance: Uh...I was in a play when I was in first grade. The Banyon Tree. First one I saw was...so early I don't remember. I'd have to ask my dad. He used to take me to kids shows allll the time. I once saw The Wizard of Oz performed entirely by two men. O o;;
LASTS
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Last library book checked out: Um...books for my African American History report.
Last movie seen: Oxygen. Don't see it, it was creepy and annoying.
Last book read: Finished? Split Infinity?
Last cuss word uttered: on AIM I just said "fucking." (adjective, not verb.)
Last crush: ...Alex? Considering my crush on him ended what...yesterday? No, Friday.
Last phone call: Eileen called me last night. Last person I called was Denise, before that.
Last tv show watched: Uh...the beginning of Joan of Arcadia last night, before I fell asleep.
Last time showered: I'm going to pretty soon here.
Last shoes worn: Sandals. <3
Last cd played: Quasi: Featuring "Birds."
Last item bought: Food yesterday at Ruby's. Last item? I guess the "How to Draw Manga: Couples" book.
Last downloaded: Um...Shane sent me a picture over AIM? Does that count? Or, I DLed an update for iTunes.
Last annoyance: being stupid. Being stupid hurts. ow.
Last disappointment: Thursday night. Well, technically, Friday morning.
Last word spoken: "nice" ("the black is kind of nice." talking about my cousin's graduation invitation.)
Last weird encounter: Haha...close encounters of the stupid kind. Thursday night/Friday morning, also.
Last ice cream eaten: Root beer float. Mmmm. Friday night.
Last time amused: I was amused at an inside joke mom said. Before that I was amused by Alex saying he hit his neck on a sink. What the?
Last time wanting to die: Um..last time. Friday night.
Last time in love: see "first love" question.
Last time hugged: Um...Mom. Before that, Andrea. Or maybe Dad...not sure. I like hugs.
Last lipstick used: Um..Mark. stuff.
Last shirt used: Used? Weird question. Well, right now I'm wearing my yellow shirt since I fell asleep in it.
Last time dancing: Yesterday I danced in the car. Haha. But went dancing? Yeah, guess it was with Vishal, Ashley, Justin and all them.
Last webpage visited: webgrade...I got a fucking B+ on my fucking final.
Last thing thought: "I cussed twice there!"
3. don't worry, I'm okay now.
"We purchase pleasure, and pay for it with hurt
And we rarely get our money's worth
See how we grasp at the stars ?
They're so far away
You can't even see what's right in front of you
Flesh wounds heal
Broken bones mend
But you're not my friend
I never want to see you again...
I never want to see you again."
1. you wanna know what happened, no secrets, just ask me.
2.
FIRSTS
--------------
First bike: yeah, this question is random. And sort of stupid. I had a scooter...I had a bike when I learned to ride one. It was pink. I liked pink back then. A lot.
First real memory of something: I thought about this for a long time and it made my head hurt. next.
First Car: Toyota. Had that for...what, 3 months?
First date: Uh...real date? Do dances count? If so, Winter Formal. If not, seeing The Bourne Indentity with Ty, Star, and Lee.
First kiss: Zack...I didn't know he had kissed me until after it was over.
First break-up: Zack also.
First job: CM School Supply. My step-mom got me the job and I hated it.
First screen name: I think ReiSparky? My nickname and favorite anime character.
First self purchased album: Well, the first album (cassette) that I owned was Buddy Holly.
First funeral: One of my best friends in Kindergarden, she had a heart defect.
First pet: I think we had rabbits at the apartment, but the first that was mine was Emily, a little black cat who died about the second day we had her.
First piercing/tattoo: First piercing, my ears. A little over a year ago.
First love: maybe I'm still waiting. Romantic love at least.
First enemy: Ugh...first. Shane? He was pretty early...second grade, maybe? Or Margo! Grrr...
First big trip: Big trip? First time on an airplane was to Arizona, in second grade. First time out of the country was to Canada.
First play/musical/performance: Uh...I was in a play when I was in first grade. The Banyon Tree. First one I saw was...so early I don't remember. I'd have to ask my dad. He used to take me to kids shows allll the time. I once saw The Wizard of Oz performed entirely by two men. O o;;
LASTS
--------------
Last library book checked out: Um...books for my African American History report.
Last movie seen: Oxygen. Don't see it, it was creepy and annoying.
Last book read: Finished? Split Infinity?
Last cuss word uttered: on AIM I just said "fucking." (adjective, not verb.)
Last crush: ...Alex? Considering my crush on him ended what...yesterday? No, Friday.
Last phone call: Eileen called me last night. Last person I called was Denise, before that.
Last tv show watched: Uh...the beginning of Joan of Arcadia last night, before I fell asleep.
Last time showered: I'm going to pretty soon here.
Last shoes worn: Sandals. <3
Last cd played: Quasi: Featuring "Birds."
Last item bought: Food yesterday at Ruby's. Last item? I guess the "How to Draw Manga: Couples" book.
Last downloaded: Um...Shane sent me a picture over AIM? Does that count? Or, I DLed an update for iTunes.
Last annoyance: being stupid. Being stupid hurts. ow.
Last disappointment: Thursday night. Well, technically, Friday morning.
Last word spoken: "nice" ("the black is kind of nice." talking about my cousin's graduation invitation.)
Last weird encounter: Haha...close encounters of the stupid kind. Thursday night/Friday morning, also.
Last ice cream eaten: Root beer float. Mmmm. Friday night.
Last time amused: I was amused at an inside joke mom said. Before that I was amused by Alex saying he hit his neck on a sink. What the?
Last time wanting to die: Um..last time. Friday night.
Last time in love: see "first love" question.
Last time hugged: Um...Mom. Before that, Andrea. Or maybe Dad...not sure. I like hugs.
Last lipstick used: Um..Mark. stuff.
Last shirt used: Used? Weird question. Well, right now I'm wearing my yellow shirt since I fell asleep in it.
Last time dancing: Yesterday I danced in the car. Haha. But went dancing? Yeah, guess it was with Vishal, Ashley, Justin and all them.
Last webpage visited: webgrade...I got a fucking B+ on my fucking final.
Last thing thought: "I cussed twice there!"
3. don't worry, I'm okay now.
"We purchase pleasure, and pay for it with hurt
And we rarely get our money's worth
See how we grasp at the stars ?
They're so far away
You can't even see what's right in front of you
Flesh wounds heal
Broken bones mend
But you're not my friend
I never want to see you again...
I never want to see you again."