I feel like updating. But what to say? Life is frustrating me right now. It's so hot, my head is so cluttered, and I'm living off caffeine. The second two things are my fault, but they still make me feel rather ill. You guys, this journal is crap. It's worse than the other two. I think I need a new one, or a better filtering system (aka-one ( Read more... )

Lately I've been thinking I'm very fed up with static people. People who are perfectly content to let their life stay exactly the way it is, and in fact embrace the fact that nothing ever changes for them. These people really annoy me. Maybe it's because there is so much change in my life right now or maybe it's because I could so easily be them ( Read more... )

Wow, lately I've been feeling this sort of emotion that I had rather forgotten about. Happiness. Simple, pure happiness. I had rather thought it was out of reach.
"'Cause when I talk about you
It's just like the movies I've seen"

Um...there's notes by stuff cuz I'm silly ( Read more... )

"and my heart it is close enough to breaking ( Read more... )

Things that happened today:
Last night I stayed up til 6. Yeah, am. Ridiculoso! I was waiting for Alex to send me this song and doing math hw and I looked up and it was 5:45 and getting light. Shit!
Trained Teague. That boy is cute. He's 16 and really funny but it makes it hard to train someone when you think they're so hot. However, he's a ( Read more... )

so I just read some old journal entries from the only guy I ever told I was in love with. He was in socal and I missed him. I mean, I don't know him anymore, at all. In fact, honestly, I'm not sure he's straight. But I would have liked to see him ( Read more... )

Sometimes things turn out just the way you want them to. I need to know what I want more often and go after it. I like this feeling. Almost a feeling of accomplishment. It probably won't last, but right now I feel good ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel like you're speaking a different language than everyone else ( Read more... )

Does anyone think it's weird above this box it says event? I mean, where you type the stuff in? Well...I do. So there. I also think it's weird the only entry for today on my friends page is from lj maintainence. (did I spell that word right?) I'm in a weird mood tonight. I seriously considered asking two different guys tonight if they wanted ( Read more... )