oh.

:) fo' sho.

I don't even know what has happened since the last time I updated... I'll try to fill you in, though ( Read more... )

"can we lie real still and quiet for a really long time?"

"... "

you say I choose sadness; that it never once has chosen me.

[maybe you're right]

it's getting worse (I knew it would).

I need to get out!! (distractions of the loving type)

very close to giving up... and I was doing so well.

"why won't my box take a good picture?!"

"your box?"

"I want to take a picture of it!"

"I'll take a picture of your box."

Cheryl, we really are, probably, really getting too close. but I love it. and you.

I love this season. love love love it. something about the cool air excites me; I feel like something big is about to happen. for once people see the beauty in dying (leaves changing, kids) and I can see the stars at 7 PM. my every sense seems sharpened in this weather and I can't help but smile and be content ( Read more... )

for a minute there I lost myself.

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just a little lonely, a little down. I got spoiled with bed-company and now I'm miserable knowing I'm about to sleep alone. but I'll feel better tomorrow, I'm sure. and if not, I surely will by Thursday because My Shell will be here FINALLY ( Read more... )