CHANGE!!!!! WOOT, moving, getting a 2nd job, registered for school, and on with my fucking life, woot woot! I'm sorry to any of my friends who play WoW who may read this, probably NONE, but I am going to be cutting back on that to an infinite extreme! I am moving on with my life. I am going to make some mistakes, and I'm going to have fun making ( Read more... )

Lately, I have been trying to decide on a lot of different things. First, am I good or bad. Second, whether or not it is really all that important either way. Third, and finally, what the hell I am doing pissing my life away wasting my time thinking about that when there are sooooooo many things I really really need to get done!!!!! I think I've ( Read more... )

Sorry to the few I feel worth apologizing to. Teht, odd how both of us keep playing phone tag. : P
I sit now, awaiting the return to a life that I'm not sure if I miss it or hate it, or some bipolar both. Meh, I think I think too much. Sweet apathy awaits, I am emo, like blah. ROAR!!!!!!!!!

I got in a car accident a few weeks ago, and my back was in a lot of pain since then. As a result of this, the doctor I went to prescribed some little pills, and when I mix them, I feel like a fly, all trapped and wrong, but everything feels really nice and fuzzy. My back doesnt hurt right now, and I feel really odd and think I like the feeling ( Read more... )

I don't even know what the hell is going on anywhere, I've sorta been trapped in a bubble. I guess I am better from whatever I was suffering from before, at least for now anyways. Oh, the only reason I'm posting right now is to say my phone is fucked up beyond any possible repair, so I am completely disconnected from everything and everyone, thats ( Read more... )

Ok, so I'm tired as hell, and I think I am free from it all for a bit. Still no power, but thats not the point of this. I let myself feel way to hurt by things, and I was letting that drag me down. I think I am free from my emotions for a while, and I did it without just ignoring them, I feel like I've grown (this is probably just a crock of shit ( Read more... )

I am going absolutely crazy with boredom... NO POWER ><. This is the first time I've been able to feel the sweet glow of a computer on my paleish skin in damn near two weeks. I can't handle this absolute mediocrity. My sanity is shifting like a weight held by a string in the winds of time, or something. I can feel it snapping, AHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhh ( Read more... )

You know what really grinds my gears? When I can't find the droids I'm looking for...
Just wanted to say that because I found it funny as hell.

The University Center, my still current employer, is now requiring all of its empoyees to wear name tags, and for this, I am no, certifiably, a bitch to this system. FUCK THE UC!!!!!!!!! I am aware that wearing a name tag isn't all that bad, but its just another form of repression being forced upon me, and that is more than I can handle at this ( Read more... )

I finally get out of this infernal death trap. I thought for sure this place would kill me before I could escape. This vertigo shit is fucking killer, it feels like I'm drunk all the time, but without the fun parts of being drunk, just the constant feeling that the world is spinning, and if I keep sitting I'm gonna throw up. Maybe I should get ( Read more... )