Scott and I were bored the other night, and there really wasn't anything on to watch. We were scrolling through basic cable channels, which also happen to include a couple of Christian channels. Fun, fun. There were three women...same hair style, clothing...same stupid grin...all cooking. Well, it wasn't so much cooking as making the most ( Read more... )

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My mother stopped by. It's her birthday, and she's already depressed because Mungah hasn't called yet. I looked at her...watched her while she was talking. Talking about how nobody cared (in a joking manner, but you know she was being serious to herself)...I noticed that I look more like her than I thought I did, and...I don't know. I've always ( Read more... )

Me and Scott have been talking about moving in together next August. Is it too soon? I mean, we practically live together already. By next August we'll have been together a year and a half almost...I don't know. I think it's got its pros and cons...

I'm only working two days next week. TWO DAYS! How am I supposed to live off that?! I'm already having enough trouble as it is, and now these college students with federal aid are getting more hours than me. I was pretty sure before that a girl I work with hates me, but now that I've seen the schedule she's made, I'm more than positive. I don't ( Read more... )

I saw the most disturbing and disgusting video of my life. Just watch this video, and you'll understand. It's a little grainy at parts, but...It's just extremelly disturbing ( Read more... )

I'm in a very strange mood right now. I've felt like I was distancing myself from Scott lately, and I realized it's because I've been feeling unattractive. I have a poor diet and don't really exercise, and I just look at myself in the mirror with a frown. Don't worry, I'm not going to be anorexic or anything, I love food too much. I just need to ( Read more... )

Before we started dating, Scott quit smoking. He later told me it was partly because I didn't like it. Then, I found out that he has started smoking again. He didn't tell me about it at all, and he told my friend Kristina (who he works with) that I knew about it when he hadn't told me yet ( Read more... )

I don't know if this is true, but if it is, it's both outrageously hilarious and depressing at the same time ( Read more... )

This is taken from Kaitlin's lj...I don't know how to do the lj user thingy anymore. Anyway, I thought it was important that as many people read it as possible, so...I dunno, maybe I don't have to get married in a church or anything. That, and if somebody else wants to post this in their journal...please do, so that people can understand that we ( Read more... )