i have a sick, empty feeling inside right now. i don't like this. i don't like this. i don't like this. i can't handle this.

today wasn't too bad... some parts really sucked... i ended up crying, which was nice. but... some was good too. miles singing that one song by fall out boy is priceless though. gah... i feel poo-y.

I wouldn't love you if you paid me
(you're fucking disgusting)
I wouldn't touch you if you made me
(your lies can't fuck me)
You're another regret under my pillow
Another wish I wish I hadn't made

YES!! I GOT FALL OUT BOY FINALLY!

i ♥ Cassi!

I don't care if I have been having rows with my friend and having things be awkward, today was fucking awesome. Parts of it fucking sucked, like Mari telling me I'm doing something wrong, and then as soon as she leaves, Best tells me to do what I was doing before. My computer being totally fucked up didn't help either. And... awkwardness with ( Read more... )

so i took out my last entry because i'm being a fuckign cow, an attention whore, and i fucking hate that. so i'm gonna write in my personal journal when i'm mad. or upset. or crying. or whatever. this just isn't worth it.

Three things ( Read more... )

Today was better then yesterday. I got seriously disrespected today and I'm not about to forget it. Also, I'm still perturbed from yesterday, but what can I say? The end of my school day made it better, and I feel better. My schedule as of now:

1) US/American History
2) Chem/Comm
3) Psych
4) T.A in office
5) Spanish 3
6) English
7) FREE PERIOD

I talked ( Read more... )

You know. I just thought of something. I'm not going to quit smoking. Do you know why? The person I promised I would quit smoking can't even say HELLO to me during the day of school.

FUCK that.

OMG, TODAY WAS GREAT. My classes were awesome, and I met a boy. ;)