So I spent the morning with Sammo girl. We talked about life and love and boys and stuff and....er... numbers. Like 17 is a bad number.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELSEY!!!

I feel tired and girlie and happy and sad and filled with coffee. I hope Sean calls me. I really wanna see him today. Thank you for hanging out with me, Sammo. Me ( Read more... )

Falling in love is falling down
The fucking front steps to my house
Beating me down, and you don't see it
Because you don't see me
You fucking won't see me
I've stopped existing, I'm your ghost
And one who will fight back

Fucking fuck your contradictions
Screw your sweetest dreams
I don't need your explanations
Because you've fucked up the rest of me
Because ( Read more... )

Another great thing about Sean... I never feel the urge to smoke. Before I saw him today... Yeah I did. But after...not even. I've only had two half cigarettes.

It's so happy to be happy.

I'm ON A CLOUD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Brilliance... sheer brilliance. AND HE'S SO CUTE, TOO. MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM. I could die! And I would be fine. We went to Manor and goofed off with Ashley and Ashley's little brother ______. We swam around just talking and relaxing. I thought I was going to die when I saw him. I was actually questioning my sanity ( Read more... )

OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Reno you're gonna be really pissed you aren't in town...

SEAN F. IS IN TOWN! HE'S BACK!!!!!!!!!!

i could die.

I don't FEEL like being sad anymore. I think I'll do something else.

It's supposed to be really great right? being single? If it's so great and happy and sex and making out and wonderful, then why do I hate it so much? I've been given ways to get over it like: don't see him until it's back to what it was, get under someone else, or pretend to be okay. I don't want any of that. I just don't. I don't think I expected ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder what the point of it is.

Hey Reno.

What are you doing, RIGHT NOW?

I've decided we need to go to Shakespeare-a-gogo Land and find Dave the Laugh because he's absolutely fabby fab fab and marvy, too.

I officially never want to have kids.

Gah.