i really need to relax with being such a ______________ i cant even find a word for it...its getting ridiculous and outa hand...outa my hands and im a lil scared but i kinda like the edgey-ness of it all whats wrong with me? i should be resisting...but i wont i refuse to back down b/c im such a _______________

FUCK!!!!!

if today were any worse i'd cry...more...i hate teachers who cause me drama...more drama than i need and its giving me a tension headache ( Read more... )

dance dance were leaving it all at half time...

fuggin song been stuck in my head all day, gosh pete is my fave in that band what a cutie hahah

peace

okay so maybe i did let the music get to me...i told them it wouldnt...work has been fun so far...a lil kid tried to hit on me...i got my 1st tip and sorta suttin else interesting happend...but yeah i hope things stay chill

the weather is summing up my feelings

" Well, i'll wait till you listen ( Read more... )

im so scared to die here on my own like this

im giving up on just about everything...

im not a stripper on the side i swear......the best was mr. bell "Are you getting married?" WTF?!? so we didnt die today at practice thank god but we did run a bit not as much as expected ( Read more... )

so today was an odd day and a half...it started out pretty good and then got better until i fell asleep in space sci which hurt my neck and then it got better when i got my kicks in tv...hehehe (allegri likes pussy) hahahah and im all over the clicky pen...so anyways then on the way to practice i tripped over something and fell and it was one of ( Read more... )