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It hasn't felt like Christmas time at all, and now that it's Christmas, it still doesn't ( Read more... ) -
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Things never turn out how you think they will.
I do something fun and amazing with a boy, and have a great time. Then I feel like i've been kicked in the stomach when the thought hits me "It should have been him. Not this boy. The one you had and and lost."
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Last night I had a dream, where in the midst of seperation and confusion, I just held his hand, and everything was okay.
Aw, Fuck.
I guess I'm not as over him as I had thought.
But still, I think it's time to move on.
If he wanted to fix it, he would have at least tried by now.
Right?
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Dreams and dreams and dreams and dreams.
I'm remembering four or five a night.
No rest when I'm asleep. -
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Some days it's good just to walk. -
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When you've had sex in the past month is the only time you're ever glad to have your period.
Hormonal.
Bitchy.
Relapse.
Okay now.
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school
Alana pxb (9:41:50 PM): i'm gooood. busy. why was your first day shitty?
Loveyourlaura (9:42:03 PM): lol do you really want to know?
Alana pxb (9:42:06 PM): mhmm
Loveyourlaura (9:42:22 PM): mmkay good <3 ( Read more... ) -
mental vomit
I can't stop thinking ( Read more... ) -
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Life's okay ( Read more... ) -
weekend
overall good weekend ( Read more... )