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[justxdrive]

i fucking suck at this game.

...i need it to be summer or i'll kill myself. i hate S.A.D. so much i want to hang myself with a guitar string. ow. fuck this horribledfsdkfjsdkf!! uuuuggghhh. i don't even know what i'm typing. i'm so fucking upset at everything.

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[jackymarie]

when were you diagnosed?

[justxdrive]

i haven't been, but it's quite apparent i have it. either that or i'm just manic depressed in the winter? i dunno, my doctor's a lame ass and thinks that everything will be fine if you drink lots of fluids and sleep. i don't even bother going there anymore.

did you see a specialist or just go to your family doctor? 'cause if i could find a real doctor to tell me what the hell's up with me then things might be good.

[jackymarie]

I don't really remember. When I was younger my mom took me to a our family doctor and he said I might have it, so I was sent to another doctor, mental health probably and he diagnosed me after these tests and stuff. When I was first diagnosed when I was younger, I got crazy lights and was suggested talk therapy and medication if I wanted but my parents said no. And I didn't want drugs. So we found other solutions for every year - but this year, has been really bad for me because I'm not in school and I'm stuck inside.

I wasn't diagnosed around here, it was when we lived in Burlington...just ask your doctor to send you to a mental doctor to do some test and he can recommond treatments. GOODLUCK :/

[i_eat_food]

I'm always S.A.D. :(

I could be terminally ill and I'd never know it. I haven't been to a real doctor since I fell on my head in 4th grade. Haven't even been to a quack/drug dealer in almost five years. I have no clue what's wrong with me. Oh well.