i have been feeling lately like ive been cursed with a big heart. i keep hearing the question "why do you care what happens" .. i cant answer that.. i just do... it has never mattered what people put me through, i always just want to help. i know that people can change. i KNOW they can.. but then theres the question .. what if they just dont want ( Read more... )

so for one of my jan term classes i had to take a strengths assessment test to find out my top 5 strengths.. i think they fit me pretty accurately for the most part ( Read more... )

Seems like just yesterday ( Read more... )

Psalm 86 ( Read more... )

i dont know what to do.

knowing that you're not wanted anymore sucks

knowing that you're not wanted anymore and being lied to about it feels even worse.

i wish i could make a friends for life thing work.

i'm too difficult i guess.

i feel sad.

Mooch

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i got a kitten. his name is tucker... he's the cutest little thing ever. and he's mine. :] [[hes black with a white triangle on his face and a white belly and white back legs]] he rides in the car with me and sits on my lap and looks out the window. he plays all night and i dont even care. :] he weighs 3 lbs and is 2 months old. when we go out he ( Read more... )

so .. my body has this way of dealing with stress that i dont think is usual .. or healthy either.. sometimes when people are stressed they break out.. or they eat a lot .. or they get really lazy.. when i'm stressed. i barely eat anything (not that i eat a lot usually) but i really have no appetite at all.. and then i just throw up. i feel sick ( Read more... )

1 corinthians 13:8

its always nice to feel a real connection with a friend.

i hung out with cj for a while today. it was strange at first but then we got to talking. he talked, i talked . we opened up. i like him. he's an awesome kid and thats not hard to see.

i leave for europe a week from today. [[thursday]].. i'm verrrryyy excited. although i will miss my boy..