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[jvrtkr1920]

I gave up on the low carb diet. I didn't see results that were impressive enough to make me think that in continuing it, it was worth the pain of organic bread and special low carb pasta that tasted like, what I'm pretty sure a piece of my raw butt cheek would taste like. Nas-ti-ness. I just went back to the standard 1200/day calorie diet. I'll

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[babyomlet]

I have to come back and read this when I'm not drunk ... yo uknow, so it makes sense and all :)

[babyomlet]

Hi, I'm back. Sober and a little hungover, but here.

I love that you're open and honest about how you should be losing weight for yourself, but you know it's tied down to wanting to be tied down with a boy (I didn't really mean that in any sexual manner whatsoever). I'm so like that it hurts. I keep thinking that guys don't consider me because I'm a little heavy. And I should lose weight so that I'm more comfortable with myself and like myself more. Then times like last night, I look into the mirror and say "Wow, you look great" (in comparison to me four years ago). And I get happy ... but it's like it's still never enough.

It's times like these when I get angry and hate society and the fact that we are supposed to have Britney Spears abs, when it's just not always going to be. Arrrgh.

Love you anyway :)

[jvrtkr1920]

First off, I'm completely giggling that you were drunk and online reading journals. I'm happy if I can just make it home and into my bed. Usually, I end up waking up in my friend's bed. (and I mean my GIRL friend's bed. I don't practice on that level of hooch....anymore. hee, j/k....kinda sorta

[babyomlet]

Come to think of it ... I'm sort of amazed that I made it home that night, however, the liquor didn't really hit SO BAD until I got home

[ginni]

I love your plan to take over the world. I totally think it can work.

:)

[jvrtkr1920]

Thanks, friend! *mentally takes note: one more down, still a couple million to go....* hee