So, to try and bring things up to date, I'm working Night Audits again at a hotel, but I needed the money and was jobless. I'm hoping to start up school in Jan, but that will depend on whether or not I get a laptop as well as X-mas money, though it'd be one class I hope I can snag it. I want to go back to school to get refreshed on my tech skills ( Read more... )

So I went and filed for unemployment while I job hunt, which feels kinda silly to me since I have a 2nd interview on Thursday that could result in my having work by Fri/Mon, which would be good. It would be a warehouse job at a furniture store, but hey, it wouldn't be as intense as customer service. The big realization I've come to is that I just ( Read more... )

So, a strange thought has crossed my mind. I think I might have Atychiphobia, fear of failure. It would be difficult to describe in detail why its there, but a friend of mine commented that he noticed behaviors of mine that would stem from that particular phobia. He also pointed out that the phobia seems to rely upon the immediate chance of ( Read more... )

Well, I'm trying to overcome my hesitations about posting in LJ. Just a quick update, summer job is over and I'm using my time unemployed to take care of loose ends. So far this has been a good thing and I feel like things are being taken care of. Today however has produced one nasty little bite. Took my care in to get something taken care of ( ( Read more... )

So my summer has been hella busy. I've been cleaning, working, gaming, and lots more such that I haven't had time to think. Didn't get time to do all that I wanted to do, but still good. Right now the two big things on my plate are Gen Con (which is later this week and is going to be AWESOME!), and my job after August. For those of you who know ( Read more... )

So I'm still alive, working, and running my RPG. Life is, more or less, good. The big thing that is dominating my view like a deer looking at a semi barrelling on top of it. That Semi is Gen Con, the happiest con of the year! I could write a disertation about how it is a holy pilgramige for me, but I'll cut to the chase. Anyone else going? Me ( Read more... )

So I'm on my way home from work and in a hurry to get in and out so I can make it to my game on time when I start hearing this *clunk clunk clunk* coming from my car. A quick inspection revealed something imbedded in one of my tires. So sadly, my game was moved to another night because I'm making a trek up north for a doctor's appointment, and ( Read more... )

So I've been wanting to post for a while, but I've felt so busy lately. Its summer, and there's so much I want to do inside and outside the house to get things fixed up. There's also so many other personal activities that I want to do and it has gotten to the point where they're begining to feel like chores. So now I'm just kinda hanging in ( Read more... )

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! Its my birthday today! For once, I actually feel....significant. Today has meaning, I feel like I'm advancing in life, getting in control of where I'm going, understanding who I am. When people have said "Happy Birthday" to me today, I've felt happy about it, like it means something ( Read more... )

So I'm currently enjoying my first attempt at Lemon Pepper chicken (it actually turned out to be pretty good!), and waiting. Ever since I found out about the interview in Indy, I've been excited and trepidatious all at once. I have a really good chance of getting it as I've already gone through the first and third interviews (from a previous ( Read more... )