I've figured it out. I've figured out why I'm so uncomfortable around many of my friends. Most of them do not love me as much as I love them. This is not something that needs to be remedied. By telling them this, nothing would change. But there is an extreme imbalance in many of my relationships. And subconciously this makes me very uncomfortable ( Read more... )

Its saturday night and I'm sitting at home by myself and the little bit of previous tipsyness is wearing off. And kyle just went to a party. And I'm listening to the Thermals. And it makes me miss Frank. And I've been feeling sorry for myself alot lately...and I still have yet to update about this past week. But while right now would be a great ( Read more... )

I have come to conclusion that life is good. Life is really good. Everything is gonna be alright. Whew. More about Bar 05.2 later. I may be sore as hell with bruises and scratches and nausea. But it was fucking worth it. WOO BAR '05!!

Just got home from having dinner with John and his Mom and lots of other folks. Just for future reference, John's mom is the coolest person ever, my new idol, and a TOTAL milf. Oh my word. Hehe. And his friend Fievel is super gorgeous too. ANYWAY. Dinner was so super fun. As was squishing in the car on the way home. As was seeing John and Greg and ( Read more... )

I am so confused right now.

And I cant explain myself.

Its fucking with me.

What I need to do to be a better person ( Read more... )

I'm feeling really lonely right now.

At least I have L word.

I'll post about my camping trip later.

Take the quiz: "Which Barbie Are You?"

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OH MY GOD OH MY GOD INSTANT ORGASM!!!

Turbonegro
October 21, 2005
Showbox

AHHHHHHH!

And guess who is opening!!!

The (international) Noise Conspiracy

THIS IS SO AMAZING!!!

This is only a preupdate update...Havent written for a while. Too much has been going on that is far too hard to talk (type) about. But I think I've finally decided that soon I am going to update on every single one of my recent feelings and be completely brutally honest, which will undoubtedly hurt many of your feelings, but I need to be brutally ( Read more... )