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[jynxkat]

So much depression so little time. I spent all last night dreaming of Marven, so I woke up feeling emotionally drained. Matt's not here, he's in Virginia until Sunday, so I'm alone and so depressed I can barely function. I wish I knew how to stop this cycle of beating myself up for things in the past and things I can't or couldn't control...

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[moonlitmagik]

untill i got medicated for bipolar all of my past (a lil i posted to your other lj) and alot more would just replay and drive me insaine and i wouldnt get over it. now i only have like 1-2 things that i have to deal with instead of like 50 which is good enough for me