"Are you in or are you out?" I just saw Garden State, the best movie I have yet to see. It touched me in a way that i was looking at myself. Feelings i am going through, feelings i have felt, what i am ( Read more... )

I think i am happy, alone and happy, didn't think it was possible. And, what about all those times i was alone and happy. I really wasnt alone though, i had family and friends. I now have less friends and family readily available. I feel as if i shouldnt be happy. Oddness. And dont get the idea i am this good all the time ( Read more... )

Well, i think i am highly pissed off and energetic at this moment. Pissed off because i think no body is gonna read this much less respond, but also that i feel i need to have someone respond to it. AAAAAAAAAAAAHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ( Read more... )

i miss everyone sooooooooooooooooo much, i am lonely here. this fall i will be attending mendocino community college. i will be working full time as well as try to be a full time student. I am shaping up i guess. Now i will go on to rule my world, moving on to yours. I will be a saucy business lady, that will consume herself in work for lack of a ( Read more... )

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I have a myspace account as jessica with my email as jyo91@hotmail.com. I also post journals on that. I want yall to read them but i dont want to be postin the same shit on both sites, any suggestions?

here's the latest on myspace:The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the ( Read more... )

Chris is here, ummmmm happinesss! And my lava lamp really looks like a penis again! What does that mean?!

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this week has been chaotic. Not because of horrendous events or really happy ones, but because of the intensity of my emotions. When something was hard, i wanted to die, when something was good, i wanted to die. The intensity to which i felt my emotions was almost unbearable ( Read more... )

Where are all you people, why havent you chilled at my house yet? Sap? Xina? Mona ( Read more... )

I miss you.
lift the thought that we try not to dwell on
our happiness depends on the other
existing in the mass of Earth
i wait for you
look into my own happiness
it isnt without you
i will find it none the less
Until then
feel what i feel
we move together
living among the beautiful chaos