riiight so my super wonderful day on sunday, not so great at all. Didn't get to see Terry so I was very bitter and just pissed off all day, I started crying a bit (cause that's my new cool hobby .. it's gotta stop) and then to top it all off my fish died! Trent, my beloved boyfriend of a year was found doing a nose-dive into the stones and it was ( Read more... )

Yesterday I woke up, did nothing, got my haircut at 12:30 and it doesn't look different. I'm not sure if I'm glad about this or not but I'm to lazy to actually care about it at the moment. Afterwards Carrie and I went shopping. We hate boys. Bottom line. I saw Tricia there, love her. After that was the big snowball. Very uneventful. I felt bad ( Read more... )

Of course I have already messed up and forgot to update yesterday, oops.  What has been new, same ol same ol I guess. I'm trying to be less of a bitch and more positive even though there are times where I just want to shake people and be like "I DON'T LIKE WHO YOU ARE" that's not very fairport family of me though. The wrestler kyle something came ( Read more... )

I'm updating again, close to everyday if I remember. This thing makes me feel better as stupid as that sounds. I've started bitching to everyone and pouring feelings onto them and it's just not me. I never was one to share feelings before, I always wrote so I'm writing again. We had to write a poem for Senior Writing and I wrote mine today during ( Read more... )

Koffy told me to update. It took me a few days but I decided to listen to her. First off Sar I apologize (again) about last night. I love you and you're an amazing friend and I'm sorry I hit you. So lets see my life ... one word ... shitty. Very shitty and confusing but at the end of the day I'm always with the right people to cheer me up, weird? ( Read more... )

Jayks been bugging me to update and we all know that without the daily reminders this would never get done. I was waiting until I was inspired to write but of course that didn't happen. I'm forcing myself to think of something charming and brilliant to say. I apologize ahead of time that nothing constructive will come out of thie update. I guess I ( Read more... )

I just watched Laguna Beach, the graduation episode and it made me very sad. Of course instead of talking to someone I just popped in my yellowcard cd and all of the thoughts spinning around in my head will now be poured out into this little website that I haven't visted in a long time. A website that has never left me or given up on me I guess. It ( Read more... )

I miss the hots trips ( Read more... )

School has started. Senior Year is here. The year that all of us were so excited for and looking forward to since about freshman year, but for some reason I feel the same. Oh well I'm sure once homecoming comes I'll get into it and just realize how lucky I am and treasure every moment. I will admitt that this summer would've been nothing without ( Read more... )

I'm feeling a need to explain stuff on here or vent a tad. Confess my thoughts, whatever you would like to call it. Maybe it's this Spill Canvas. I've been listening to them non-stop and they are just amazing. Maybe my new Yellowcard for journal entries, who knows. Summer is coming to an end as much as we don't want it to, it is and I'm not sure if ( Read more... )