Wow, Matt just made me cry. And then he cried and threw up. Sometimes i just don't even know. I hate crying. I don't like when people make me sad. It sucks so much. I'm not good enough for him..and that's the worst thing ever...

So i havent really had the urge to update in a long time. Well, stuff has been happening. Side effects of medicine are pretty unusual. Getting weirder by the day. On another note, i got my USC packet in the mail today! Yayyy USC!! Yayy Kindra and Jenn being roomies!! Yayy for having a great night tonight..yay for working tomorrow. Yay for being off ( Read more... )

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Well, things sure have been entertaining. Friday I only stayed at school for two periods. I went to see my Psychiatrist for the first time. My medicine got boosted again.. and I got put on an additional medicine as well. I took it Friday night and literally passed out at Kindra’s house because I was so tired. I slept through eight missed calls and ( Read more... )

Girls night was amazing.. thanks girls! Texas Road House!! Woooo ( Read more... )

Well, Sunday i found out that I could not drive for a while because of my shakiness..totally sucked!! so matt came into my work on sunday and i cried to him because i was so sad that i cant drive. he stopped by after i got home from work, and he got home from church with 3 roses (2 red and 1 yellow) and a box of Honey Buns..apparently, i'm his " ( Read more... )

Okay...Friday after school i went and got Kindra. We hung out, ate pancakes, life was good. Matt had got me a rose but i was out getting Kindra and my dad's paycheck that i missed him..so he tried making it prettier and ended up destroying it..so i am rose-less. lol Then i went to Matt's house and i helped him babysit until 9:30. We just cuddled ( Read more... )

So yea..Friday after school was like the worst day ever. I was so cranky and it was "the worst day of my life!!!" according to myself. I was just so frustrated and i wanted to bite peoples heads off. I seriously can't remember when i have ever been in a worse mood..i've just been getting so frustrated with people and not telling them..that it ( Read more... )

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