god i hate feeling this way. the way you feel when you think people dont like you and their only being your friend cause they feel bad or some other reason. but in reality they just dont like you. i hate that feeling. hate it ( Read more... )

what can you do? about some things absoutly nothing.

the moral of the story is never try unless your willing to give 110% of your energy to it.

im in orlando this weekend for odyssey. and i think that we might have a chance. well i am being rushed by my odyssey members to get off the computer. actually their making fun of me.

the moral of the story is you can never avoid people you dont like if you are nice to them.

today i had my surgery. i have to keep my foot up all day. not fun ( Read more... )

today i went to school thinking 'im not going to let crappy chicago ruin my day. ive done enough crying over it and im just done ( Read more... )

chicago days... sucked major ass.
chicago nights... were fun as hell!

but over all chicago was so boring.

thursday.
-leave school @ 4 to go to airport
-get to chicago at 12ish?
-eat, go to hotel, change, get back on bus
-see chicago symphony(we were all so tried)

friday
-wake up 6.30
-go to 3 museums
-go to navy pier
-go to ginos
-come back to hotel
-change into ( Read more... )

we are leaving for MIA in less than 6 hours. its gonna be one hell of a trip! were going to the mall, like 2 museums, the navy pier, and the zoo ( Read more... )

chicago is in 2 days. we are going to have a blast!

today in 6th hr chynna and i talked to john and nathan and i realized there both losers! jk. there both nice. and neither of them are comming to chicago.

gianni is a horn bag as chynna says. and he is. i think hes a nice person, but he can also be like a young mr. merkel.

lunch today was really ( Read more... )

my life is not that bad actually. i was exaggerating a little.

i hope my mom listened to me and mabey ill get my phone back.

but all while i was mad, i couldnt help but be happy. when my friends are so happy they glow(radiate) i cant help but be happy no matter what has happened. (thanks maya)

the moral of this story, let the rain come down, sometimes ( Read more... )

my life sucks!

the moral of the story, always look for the patch of stars in the sky, even if it seems impossible.