i think it's getting to the point where i can be myself again ( Read more... )

have i mentioned that i really really really need to get a job. a big person job with a salary and benefits. george's is killing me, and getting me no where. and it sucks ( Read more... )

after this week, i'm no longer a student. i'll be the teacher. and that's a strange thought.

after this week, i'm no longer a little kid. i've been an adult for a while, but now there's real responsibility. and that's a strange thought.

after this week, i'm no longer living away from home. i'm back under my parents roof. and that's a strange ( Read more... )

not quite sure why, but i LOVE rain. i've always enjoyed a rainy day. makes me sit quietly and think. makes me slow life down and just take it all in.

was there a second of time i looked around?
did i sail through or drop my anchor down?
was anything enough to kiss the ground, and say i'm here now?

i've got a few june/july job deadlines that i'm ( Read more... )

-> the calligraphy project is doneski - thank god. came out alright, despite my lack of skill with the 1mm tip ( Read more... )

so today i worked for meg, and i'm not thrilled about going back to georges. it's going to be a long summer. very long. i've got to get a real job. blahhhh ( Read more... )

so my psych research paper is due on monday the 24th. that gives me less than 2 weeks to put it all together. and i'm starting to get a bit nervous about that. senior year is crashing to an end, and i don't have a handle on my school work. i've got this research paper due on the 24th, a big calligraphy project due this tuesday, a TON of ( Read more... )

it's like morgen's away message says right now:  it just never gets any easier.
or i could quote coldplay:  nobody said it was easy.  no one ever said it would be this hard.

after a lot of thinking and soul searching, talking and crying, and more thinking and questionning and attempts at answering, i've made a few major life decisions that have had ( Read more... )

...and i figured i should put out the plans for all those interested ( Read more... )