"Just save your energy...for making up with me.."

[k8lyn_blondie]

Today was Clay's visitation. Shit..it was hard. Bottom line. I spent all my time consoling people before, and trying to make other people stop hurting that I kind of numbed myself to the hurt that I was feeling...thinking that it might make things better for me, not make me dwell on it. But no matter what anyone did before today, nothing could

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[joseph_swaney]

Who tried to kill themself at school? An emogoth? I'm out of the fucking news food chain.
I'd gladly take you up on that cruise anytime, anywhere. Especially if you get me away from here.

"And I sometimes wonder, if I died right now, would anyone really care?"

- Some Guy

Much love.

[k8lyn_blondie]

Oh Joe! How we all miss you at school...it just isn't the same. And yes, some little weird-o whose name I didn't even recognize left a suicide note saying he was going to come to school in a mask and kill his teachers and then himself. Slightly pathetic but sad all the same.

If you die I'll come to your funeral.

But don't kill yourself, damnit. :) lol...c-ya around.

[joseph_swaney]

I've lived through many thing that should have killed me, such as...
1. An OD (methadone)
2. A car wreck
3. Eating twelve deadly nightshade berries when I was five
4. Copious blood loss
5. Falling out of tall trees
6. Being sprayed with herbicide by a cropduster
7. Being run over
8. Playing on extremely sharp farming equipment when I was two
9. Falling through an icy pond and getting a bad case of hypothermia
10. It goes on for about 3,893 pages.

So I hardly think that a little thing like me trying to kill myself would ever succeed. Oh well...

[k8lyn_blondie]

wow joe...you're immortal.

Thats a good thing though.

[m_e_g_h_a_n_n]

Heya little Sis! Hope things are going well at home, and that you're doing better with the Clay thing. Keep Walbert company...Diane asked me to tell you to take care of him:) And I went in to Pettit's the other day to talk to Erika, and apparently it is Shawn who reads your LJ. There's more I can tell you about all that, but I won't do it online:) Give me a call sometime...I love and miss you,
Meghan

[sourdoejak]

"Death is somthing you grow into I guess."

That's a quote. Haha. Is that even possible? Unless you're some brainwashed killing machine or the weirdest emotional masochist I've heard of that shit doesn't just stop messing with people. Sad to realize that your life doesn't seem to be more than, 'Wake up, go to work, come home, be bored, drink a beer, go to work, have someone die, win $5 on a scratch-off, and then dance your worries away with some DDR'. Ahh... the life.

[m_e_g_h_a_n_n]

These are too funny to pass up:)

[m_e_g_h_a_n_n]