I just saw something that brightend up this gloomy ass day. Sigh.................closure ( Read more... )

So here I am...wallowing in confusion with my box of genaric cereal, which tastes slightly stale might I add. But I'm eating it none the less, because for some reason I'm starving. I just ate though. Shuan and I went grocery shopping and he made me dinner. He did good. :D ( Read more... )

Omg...I just spent, by far, the most relaxing day of Spring Break so far, at Shades State Park, with the one and only Alaina. I'm muddy and disgusting now but it was amazing. We...being the retarded novice hikers that we are, picked the hardest trail to hike! haha. We had to climb ladders and shit just to get our asses out of this really deep ( Read more... )

...............I wish tomorrow was Wednesday.

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"I have seen the others
and I have discovered
that this fight is not worth fighting"

Wow..life is surreal. You realize that people you thought were genuine turn out to be fake..liars. Ah..but in the mess that I'm in with myself right now anyway, I really have no time to dabble in that immature bullshit. I just want to keep my life straightened...oh yes, and be with Shaun. For some reason when he left tonight it was slightly ( Read more... )

I SAW COLLEEN ASHWILL TODAY ( Read more... )

Sigh...I try to stay away from posting more than once a day, but once again, I'm home. Doing nothing ( Read more... )

I went to go see Shaun. I told myself that I wasn't going to, but I did. lol. I have concluded that I am not going to go to IU though. Def not. But I had a good time. Not sleeping alone for a night was nice. He came home too.... :D ( Read more... )

Sooo...here I am. Not at school again. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it!!! Today I actually had a vaild reason though. I woke up this morning and threw up..lol...in my dads bed. haha. But I feel okay. Now. It's gd beautiful outside today, so i got up and went for a drive. I was shaking though. I don't know why, but I'm assuminmg that I'm still sick ( Read more... )

Eh...another night off spent by me procrastinating and not doing ANY of my homeowkr yet again. What is wrong with me ( Read more... )