so. My grandpa. He died yesterday. At about 12:40 ish.

Hes never coming back. ever. Im never going to see him laugh, talk,  smile, or anything again.

It hasn't really hit me yet. Im still in belief that my alarms going to go off and I'll get up and go to school.

Yesterday my mom called me during lunch...to tell me not to go to dance or track.. ( Read more... )

so. im crying. really hard. i cant stop. and yes. i have tried.

so friday, i went to see my grandpa before I left..you know.."just incase"

it was so hard not to cry. he can barely move. or speak well. he just lays there. motionless.

just like anna's aunt.

i refuse to accept the fact that hes dieing. i wont hear it. i simply refuse.

my moms tried ( Read more... )

well hello there..i should be doing the shitload of homework and studying I have..but I decided to procrastinate. It runs in my family.

today was particulary fun.

first. conditioning was cancelled. so that means i wouldnt miss half of senior night for the soccer boys. so yay. i was happy.

today..in history..we were looking up stuff online..and ( Read more... )

so i suck at life

alot.

i went to the soccer game with katy & anna yesterday. we own against fitch..zach took me and katy home..i felt  bad cause him and nicole were going to d something..but once again i suck at life and had him take me home instead..god im such a loser.

katy came over last night. we played some basketball..and then just hung ( Read more... )

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What is love? love is when you look at him and realise there abesolutely nothing thats wrong about him <33

Name 3 things you feel very passionate about: my family, my friends, and music

Does fire fascinate you? camp fires! oh man!

Do you have a short temper? if someones being purposely dumb..then no.

Are you a friend to dragons? umm..i dont ( Read more... )

we're going to weezerr !!!!!!!yayyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!

i cant wait. ahh haha. yess.

im soo tired.  we lifted / stations / ran the suicide hill about 7 times today.

my arms hurt. but so far my legs have been champions. thanks legs!
umm still unsure about playing..maybe i should decide soon, huh?

i joined concert band. random haha. but fun. im excited ( Read more... )

well..im tired ( Read more... )

yesterday..well a very sad day indeed. but there was one happy part.

yesterday at school, we found out that Jerry Lampley's mom had an asthma attack right after she dropped him off and she died. He left school and there was lots of saddness. I honestly dont know what I would do. I would die. Honestly. Any of my family. Poor Jerry. Please pray for ( Read more... )

kouRyA25: 3 days ho
Sportychick11008: till what?
kouRyA25: conditioning..says anna
Sportychick11008: oh fuck yea 
kouRyA25: no. fuck no.
Sportychick11008: whyd u remnd me ?? 
kouRyA25: cause
Sportychick11008: whorecunt 
kouRyA25: sltface
kouRyA25: slut**
Sportychick11008: pussyface
Sportychick11008: hahah 
kouRyA25: skankpants
Sportychick11008: ur face ( Read more... )

wellllll

i just found out..my dad got transfered to cleveland

incase if i hadnt't mentioned before..his company is runned by his own family..they are my grandpa's side of my dad's family

i hate them all. except for about 2 or 3 of them. the rest could be hit by lightening and couldnt possibly give a fucking shit. cause i dont. and i refuse too. ( Read more... )