I know I've said this before, but I hate HR. They sent me home again, but not before telling me I can't come back until I have a doctor's note releasing me to work. Yeah, like my doc is going to give me that, he's the one that wanted to admit me to the hospital so how am I to expect anything from him? Went to IHOP with Meg, that was way tasty, ( Read more... )

Know what? Being sick really sucks. But I'm here at work and attempting to function. Yep, meningitis (sp?) Not actually supposed to be working, but you know, have to pay rent. Talked to the brother last night, he says he's going to come visit around Halloween. Yay! I know, seems strange, but I like my brother, we get along much better now ( Read more... )

Ok, well now I'm just lost. Been that way all day. Got an email from the boy in Pheonix, well 2 actuall, the first was the other day (don't remember what day...coulda been yesterday for all I know) all apologetic about the whole decision making thing, and how he understands that I'm not ready and blah blah blah, then today I check my mail again ( Read more... )

My HR department sucks. I was actually at work on time, logged in and everything, when I was told to go to HR because of the whole ambulance thing on Saturday. So I go in and they tell me that since my doctor's note says I shouldn't work that I couldn't. Log out, go home. How the fuck am I supposed to make rent if I keep getting sent home? ( Read more... )

Some days I don't hate my job, today is not one of them. Sure I made a little extra cash, but not enough to really make me like my job. That's it, they are trying to trick us into believing that this isn't a horrible place, but no matter what they do or how many balloons they put up, it still isn't working. I feel like shit, it's hot in here, ( Read more... )

Totally don't feel good today. Want to go home, have to stay. We were sitting here having a conversation about music and who is a sell out etc and it dawned on me. We are all a bunch of two bit earthlink whores. We make our money selling service to a bunch of unsuspecting saps who are just going to get screwed anyway. And we don't even enjoy ( Read more... )

Maybe I lied about feeling better, went to the doc today, she told me not to drive, not to drink, and not to go to work for 3 days. Yay no work for 3 days, that has some bonuses and drawbacks, bonus: I don't work for 3 days. drawback: I don't work for 3 days. If I'm caught driving I can have my licence revoked. Like that matters, my car isn't ( Read more... )

Ok, I am actually feeling pretty ok today. My nose was bleeding but otherwise ok. Working, and work always sucks. Kinda glad I came though, good day to make a little extra cash and get some free sodas. But just not feeling up to writing very much, but I'm really bored, so here we are. Went movie hopping yesterday, that's always fun, the first ( Read more... )

I hate people. I think I've mentioned that before, but someone here at work stole my bottle of pills. Not the cool kind, but the anti-seizure ones. Why the hell would anyone want those? I guess it doesn't matter because they're gone. I missed like a week of work, well most of the days I had off, but I came back yesterday, tried posting, ( Read more... )

Sometimes, when you are about to lose all faith in people, some one comes up and gives you happy drugs. Wasn't even someone I expected, Pete. He said he went to Juarez and remembered me, so I got 2 happy pills. Xanex to be exact. So now I don't feel so bad that Meg has Vicodin. After yesterday, I need it. I don't know what was wrong with me ( Read more... )