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k_dirty

It's Due Time

Feb 03, 2005 22:09

I have been postponing writing this entry for a few days now but I figure I need to. I'm sure everyone has heard what happened and I am forever changed from it. Everyday I wake up I just feel empty and throughout little points of thd day I just want to cry. The only plus of this whole thing is its helped me realize how many friends I have and how ( Read more... )

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autumnmcbottom February 4 2005, 04:39:37 UTC

kevin, my response to this post was a bit long, so i posted it in my journal instead: http://www.livejournal.com/users/autumnmcbottom/154571.html

&hearts

k_dirty February 4 2005, 16:41:54 UTC

I had no idea, Im sorry that it happened that way.

you are my hero. nee06 February 4 2005, 04:42:01 UTC

i love you, nothing else to say. Expect a letter from me soon.

Re: you are my hero. k_dirty February 4 2005, 16:42:15 UTC

I look forward to reading it.

i love you godlovesugly February 4 2005, 15:48:06 UTC

kevin, we havnt really even had a chance to talk yet. but let me just tell you this - no matter what you will always miss your mother, its true. but it just get easier and easier every single day/hour/minute to deal with that eventually you gain acceptance and its almost just a bittersweet feeling that you dont have her anymore...but you know what? you did before and you cherished it and you guys had a wonderful relationship, and no one can take that away from you.

dont be sad that its over, be happy that it happend.

and you are absolutey right about the people complaining thing, after somethign like this happens it changes the way you think and gives you a newfound respect and apprecication for everything.

but just remember i love you and so does about damn never everyone else in fortmyers...cutey pie. haha. <3

im late for work crapppppppp hopefully ill see you around tonight.

i love love love you again.

Re: i love you 2 k_dirty February 4 2005, 16:43:47 UTC

I wanted to call u up to talk but first I am going to talk to a counselor then expect a call from me, not only to talk about what has happened but to plan for our trip.

i love love love love u 2.

dreuh_ February 4 2005, 16:13:01 UTC

<33 kevy u are an amazing person be strong !

<3 drea

k_dirty February 4 2005, 16:43:58 UTC

ima tryin

it gets better ... dumbazarok February 4 2005, 18:21:06 UTC

i haven't had a chance to talk to you since this all happened, but there are some things i've really wanted to say. i understand what you're going through, of course not completely because such a tragedy affects each person differently, but i did lose my father to cancer almost two years ago, so i have an idea. i know how difficult it is ... feeling empty, wanting to cry all the time. it's natural, losing a parent is one of the most difficult things one may ever go through, especially at such a young age. but i promise you this, kevin, it does get easier. you should cherish the time you did get to spend with her (as i'm sure you do), and try to remember all of the good things. i'd be lying if i said this won't stay with you your whole life - it will. but it won't always hurt so badly. and you know how they say everything happens for a reason? i always had a hard time believing that, but to be honest, a tragedy of this calibur actually teaches you a lot. it makes you a stronger person, it makes you more aware of what truly ( ... )

Re: it gets better ... k_dirty February 5 2005, 15:46:31 UTC

i had no idea if u ever want to talk i am down.