i sneezed really hard earlier and did something to my back.
i either pinched a nerve, pulled a muscle, or something else really fucked up.

haha how embarrassing.

this is harder for me than you make it seem.

so ya know that giddy-little girl-nervous-butterflies in the stomach feeling that you have when you first like someone?

after a year and a half, i'm feeling that again.
and i love it so much.

i couldn't be happier.

i can't stand this.
i can't sleep at night.
i wake up and he's not here.

ugh

this sucks alot.
and it doesn't seem like you're going to help make it better.

after he's done dulling your shine,
you're out the door and he's through with you.

today's the 23rd.
oh dear god.

haha good thing i feel like shit today.
not a surprise..

SNOW!!!!

wow.
friday.
i can't wait.

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