I've come to the conclusion that I'm a horrible person. I'm so idecisive, and it's hurting the people i care most about. idk what to do. maybe i can just advoid everything, let things go as they do.. but not try. i think that will work. if not.. then.. idk ( Read more... )

i don't think this will work because i only have like 3 friends.. but it's worth a try. and if you would be so kind don't be annonymous! it would jsut make me crazy trying to figure out who you are! but i suppose if you really want to then thats ok ( Read more... )

well this week has deffinetly been the worst ever! lizzie died one week ago today... things went horribly wrong on saturday, the weekend was boring in general, yesterday i had an anxiety attack at my first softball game, today did something to my hip, i'm out for atleast 2 weeks, and it looks like im not going to the bahamas! this sucks ( Read more... )

i miss my girl.. my whole family does, it's horribly sad. it's been getting me down for that last 5 days. it's sad to come home and she's not there. she's all i ever knew. i don't know, it's alot more complicated then it seems. that was the only time i've EVER seen my dad cry. and hopefully i won't ever see it again. my brother is pretty upset. ( Read more... )

havn't wrote for a long time! life has been good lately. almost perfect. a few things could be improved apon but im satisfied. i like my friends alot. i say that alot. i think im the cause of some people's pain and i hate that. but i can't really help it.. i can't change the way i feel. but i don't want to see them hurt. i hate that too. i hate how ( Read more... )

i got an interesting call tonight.. i was just unexpected. i dont know why he called me .. but it was cool. i would love to hang out with him sometime. but tonights offer was .. um.. just not a good idea i guess. and i was already busy.. but i would have.

Kels

Tonight was semi-perfect... like starting after school, things just got good. i hung out at school for awhile. we just talked like friends. he's so cool. i think i've developed a crush on him and that makes me laugh because he's the biggest dork i've ever met. YOUR MOM! and we talked about parties and college it was cool. he told me some amazing ( Read more... )

the flu stinks. but i do get out of school. for two days. thats ok i guess. im going to much make-up work to do. but my nose is runny.. and my hurts so bad.. i can't move my eyes. i can't miss school tomarrow though. its a thursday and ill haveeeeeee soooooooooooo much work if i miss it. so im going no matter what ( Read more... )

ha.. all i ever wanted i got.. but now im mad because thats ALL he wanted. f this shit.

btw.. this are much better. went to dinner iwht my parents and kate and jayne tonight. got my brother in trouble too. (that makes me happy) =) hahahahaha suck it bitch.

Kels

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