Very fucking angry!!!

[k_p_06]

First of all, let me just start off by saying how pissed off i am that no one bothered to come to the wake on Sunday or for that matter, have even called me since my grnadmother has died. What the hell is wrong with all of you. I've tried so hard to be there for all of you through thick and thin and i had absolutly no one to talk to about this. The

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[are_h_]

Kat,I didn't mean to upset you by not going.
Morgan,Miriah and Sandra were over for a good part of the day and marg was working,so I didn't have a car. I've been busy with getting stuff done for OJT that I didn't even stop to think.I've been pretty much @ OJT,home for food and then to school to do work.
I understand if you're mad...I would be mad at me too. I just got too caught up and didn't stop to think of how I could be there for you when you are always there for me. I'm pretty disgusted with myself for being so selfish and not stopping by to check on you,which I should have done. Hopefully you know you can still call me if you want/need anything
even for that 3 am coffee

[k_p_06]

Listen everyone. I'm sorry for the way i said this. It's been a really hard couple of days and this was my way of releasing some tension. I've been triing to be really strong for my dad and writting on L.J was my way of triing to get some of the pain out. This wasn't directed towards anyone spacific nor was it intended to hurt anyone, it was spacifically just to get some emotions out.

[friendlygesture]

Im really sorry that I never showed up or phoned you. I feel stupid and selfish now. Im really sorry for your loss. I dont really know the best way to deal with these types of situations and I didnt even know that the wake was on Sunday. So Im really really sorry and also hope that you can still call me as well if you need anything

[jae_rae365]

Kathy, I first off have to say that I am not only sorry for your loss and that I am extremely sorry I was not there for you. I know for sure there is no way I can make up for it.

Though I don't know what it's like, I can understand the tension you are feeling. It hard being strong for someone when you know it's tearing you up at the same time.

I am glad you wrote the first post because it showed me what you were feeling and not holding it in.

[moodiva]

Hi Kat, sorry for your loss, I didn't know, I just read about it now. If I knew about your Grandma, I would have said something, I know how you feel. A month ago my Grandma died, my last grandparent on my dads side. Tommorrow we are leaving to BC to go to her furnaral. Feel better, Im sure your dad and you will do just fine, My suggesting is, just have a little cry with your dad, that is what I did, talk about all the good times you had with her, that cheered me up a lot. I also took out the photo album and looked at photos, and then my dad told me stories of her life. So just sit with your dad and talk and have a good cry, that always make me feel happy. We even made fun of my grandma for being a horrible driver, so ya, have a good cry and don't worry your friends are here for ya.