Title: Of Useless Insecurities and Jealousy.
Pairing: Jongkey
Rating: R
Words: 1500+
Summary: Key watched her hit on Jonghyun. Revenge ensued thereafter (aka I suck at summaries).
Key leaned back against the wall, arms crossed tightly over his chest. His leg was fidgeting, moving up and down in erratic motions to the rhythm of his heartbeats, vaguely reminding him of his own presence. The movements kept him grounded, sane. His gaze was fixated on Jonghyun and his new acquaintance, everything and everyone else around him was rapidly melting away from his awareness. He wanted to move forward, next to Jonghyun where he belonged, but he was somehow rooted in place, paralyzed.
She was a taller-than-Jonghyun model with short bleached hair and a fake smile to match the coldness in her stare. Key watched Jonghyun’s mouth move, forming sentences that made her tip her head back slightly and laugh blissfully despite the emotion never reaching her eyes. Her hands kept touching Jonghyun’s arms with different levels of pressure and interest. Key’s eyes narrowed dangerously, jealousy pinching all of his nerves, when he saw her clutch Jonghyun’s hand as an intimate invitation for something Key didn’t want to visualize.
Key didn’t realize it at first but then he was walking, hurrying until he was right behind Jonghyun. With the proximity, he could hear the desire dripping from her words and it was beyond infuriating. So, of course, he did what anyone would do in this situation while standing in the middle of the room. He leaned closely against Jonghyun’s back, pressing himself completely against the older man as he wrapped his arms around Jonghyun’s small waist. The gasp that escaped Jonghyun’s mouth ignited something very strong in him, filling his heart with pleasure.
Key smirked triumphantly at what’s-her-name from behind Jonghyun when the latter became a little speechless, slowly and noticeably melting into Key’s embrace despite the woman’s presence. Key felt, more than heard, the vibrations from Jonghyun bidding a distracted farewell to the woman but before he could inwardly celebrate his unspoken victory, the latter was pulling him by the arm, dragging him into the nearest empty room he could find. Jonghyun ushered him inside hurriedly.
“What was that for?” Jonghyun asked after locking the door behind them, a hand running through his hair as he turned around to face Key.
“Please~ Jonghyun!” Key stated, visibly agitated with Jonghyun’s attitude, “don’t tell me you didn’t realize she was hitting on you” Key continued, rolling his eyes in the process. He was letting his insecurities invade his heart. Yet, he would never admit it out loud, he just wasn’t ready.
“I realized what she was doing from the moment she approached me. I just don’t understand why you needed to act so childish in front of everyone else,” Jonghyun responded, his voice losing strength at the end of the sentence while he grabed Key’s hands to bring them closer together. Key knew jonghyun wasn’t angry, that much was obvious to him by the other’s mannerisms. Yet, he couldn’t do anything else other than put his defenses up.
"Forget it! You know what? Go back out there and do whatever the fuck you want,” Key challenged wiggling his hands to set himself free from Jonghyun’s grasp. He was fighting against his own thoughts and emotions. The anger in Key’s eyes made Jonghyun flinch but his strong grip on Key’s hands didn’t falter, it never did and it never would.
“Babe…” Jonghyun tried to get Key’s attention but Key was making it deliberately difficult with a frown and slight pout of his lips. Key knew how easily the other could read him and it scared him sometimes that the other had so much influence over him. He turned his head to the side to avoid eye-contact with Jonghyun. “It’s been two years and counting… Don’t hide from me,” Jonghyun smiled softly at Key.
Key noticed, out of the corner of his eye, the way Jonghyun was staring at him with that beautifully expressive gaze that was reserved solely for him, easily breaking down the walls he built around himself. He noticed the way Jonghyun shook his head fondly at him. “You are being ridiculous and you know it” Jonghyun continued, letting go of one of Key’s hand to caress Key’s cheekbone lovingly, the touch reassuring Key of the other’s sincerity.
“Look at me!” Jonghyun demanded, using his hand to prompt Key’s movements. “When you whispered you loved me, two and a half years ago in the middle of the night, I became the luckiest man alive. For a moment or ten, I thought I was dreaming, hallucinating that my fantasies were somehow materializing and blending in with my reality. Then you leaned closer against me mumbling something about how you needed to know what it felt like to kiss me. And when you pressed your lips against mine, I swear my heart exploded dramatically inside my chest…”
Key bit the inside of his cheek, a futile attempt to resist the strong urge bubbling inside of him to give in. He was a proud man but there was something about this man, with the charismatic smile and the smell of home that made him lose control. Idiot he thought affectionately as he closed the distance between them, starling Jonghyun out of his reverie and chuckling when the older man bit his bottom lip playfully.
Key’s lips were frantically searching for jonghyun’s, pouring out his affection for the older man abundantly until they were both breathless. Key backed away from jonghyun’s lips with great resistence to gather some air, separated by need not by choice. But key wasn’t satisfied as he brought their lips closer for a deeper kiss, wanting more of jonghyun’s mouth on his own. If key was desperately handing out his feelings, jonghyun was devouring them with great pleasure.
“Did you know that you look really sexy when you are jealous?” Jonghyun asked, tilting his head to press his lips against Key’s neck. Key felt Jonghyun’s lips traveling across his neck all the way down to his collarbone. Key ran his fingers through Jonghyun’s hair, pulling at the blond strands and enjoying the sensation of Jonghyun’s hands inching their way under his shirt. the other’s fingers danced across his body, setting it on fire.
“Jjong! Not now,” Key groaned weakly when Jonghyun’s fingers brushed against his nipples, his body arched into the touch despite his (meek) protest. He hissed lowly when Jonghyun’s hands slid over to his ass, tapping it once, twice, before he groped it tightly. Key felt the vibrations of Jonghyun’s groans on his dick and he wanted the older man like he would go insane if the other were to continue teasing him.
“Should I stop?” Jonghyun whispered sensually, breath tickling Key’s sensitive ear. He shuddered as Jonghyun pressed him hard against the wall, rolling his hips onto Key’s own tentatively, asking for something the younger man wasn’t able to deny.
He moaned as Jonghyun set a steady rhythm, their clothed erections rubbed against each other. His knees trembled as the desire choked him, and he felt as though he would surely melt against the wall. His hands grabbed tightly onto Jonghyun’s shoulders as the other grabbed his thighs, pushing him up so Key could wrap his legs around Jonghyun’s hips.
Key whimpered as jonghyun quickened his pace. He would’ve preferred something more full filing but at that moment he couldn’t stop, couldnt think, couldnt register anything other than jonghyun’s ministrations on his body. He trembled as jonghyun bit his neck, dismissing his efforts to keep quiet. Key was chanting jonghyun's name as his body shook and his legs tightened around jonghyun’s hips, alerting the other of his impending release. With a final cry of jonghyun’s name, key fell over the edge, the blissful sensation clouding his senses.
When he opened his eyes he noticed Jonghyun was still hard, his brows furrowed as he waited for Key to settle down. Key made a gesture for jonghyun to let him down. He grunted when he felt his underwear stick against his crotch. He heard a raw and needy “babe~” coming from jonghyun and he smirked, a glint of mischief reflected in his eyes that went unnoticed by the other man.
Once he was in front of jonghyun, he turned himself around pressing his ass against jonghyun’s dick. He pushed back slowly, torture spelled in the way he added pressure against jonghyun’s erection. one, two rolls of his hips and key stepped away, leaving jonghyun whimpering with a painful hardon still in place. “let’s go home,” he winked playfully, laughter bubbling in his chest at jonghyun’s despair. He rapidly walked away and out of the room after the other glared at him, completely dishelved and distraught. He heard jonghyun sigh heavily, resigned to his cruel fate.
10 minutes later and Key was walking down the hallway on the way to retrieve their car next to a very embrassed and very horny jonghyun who was mumbling about ungrateful boyfriends and some other nonesense.
A/N: Dear
cuethemusicc, this is for you. I'm sorry OTL that's all I have to say about this. I'm pretty certain this is everything you didn't ask for.