alright, that's it...i guess this is what we call a "break"? I thought that b/c it's called a "break" it would be good. but no matter what i do, life still sucks. I'm trying to alienate myself from everyone and everything but pain still remains. No matter how far i run, no matter what i do, my emotions still keep up and my memories keep tripping me ( Read more... )

yesterday was total crap. i was sad, people were pissed and i did absolutely nothing all day other than cry. i wish i could talk about it but i don't even know where to begin. thank god it only had to be that bad for 24 hrs. thank you ashlee for all your help, and alan, thank you for being there for me like you always are and for finally giving me ( Read more... )

i forgot to put these up of the guys. check 'em out! the ( boys )

So today was somewhat boring. For some strange reason i woke up at 8 and refused to go back to sleep. So i spent the morning editing pics and makin 'em badass. you know how i do. ;) after that i decided to get squeaky clean and went over to octavio's house. the skank needed my sewin' machine, so i took it over there only to discover we couldn't get ( Read more... )

If anyone actually keeps up with this (i.e andy, since you've been telling me i need to update) I'm sorry that it's been so long since I've done anything with this. It's not that nothing good has been going on, i guess it's just that I've been pretty busy lately. But i can't complain and I won't. I have been EVEN HAPPIER than usual. Yea yea i didn' ( Read more... )

Ask me 6 questions no matter how personal, private or random;
I have to answer them honestly.

DO IT!

...Please don't take my sunshine away.

So i haven't updated in nearly a month, which is pretty sad. It's not like i've been extremely busy or anything, just kinda here. First of all to get somethings outta the way.

Cryptic messages to whom it may concernI say to call whenever you can, but i guess you can't so i give up. I'll understand if i get ( Read more... )

stolen from bobby
Take the quiz: "What Kinda Kiss R U?"

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Don't feel neglected, i promise you i'll never leave again.So lately tons has been going on, but nothing that great. I guess you could say it's been "bad". I found myself talking to myself in spanish the other day, rambling off the wall comments that even i couldn't comprehend. And then i realized things had to have been "bad ( Read more... )

well today was a pretty good labor day. I stayed inside the entire day, but around 2 o'clock, it improved and good for about 3 hours.Why? well Randy came over, and that was kool. We hung out last night too which was fun. Well i'm going out of order, so let me back it up and start over ( Read more... )